Consequences
ot
rmally announced at the beginning of the year
should imagine," was Lady
and hoped for an opportunity of
congratulation, and Alex had only a glimpse of her at the crowded wedding, exquisitely pale a
reely of his adoration for her friend, Alex, with awkward fe
piness, and wrung her hand warmly; but alas! his eyes failed to answer her gaze, and
guely disappointe
that which had surrounded her launch into the great world, and Lady Isabel occasionally betrayed a hint of disappointment that no family
Barbara who was the
on the flat of her back. Old Nurse pitied and was much inclined to spoil her, dosed her religiously with a glass of
arbara inconsistently. "Alex wen
ut I certainly shan't send you to that sort of establishment, after the trick they played me with Alex, sendin' her bac
ra su
own accord to implore that Barbara might be released from the schoolroom. She was
dren are!" Lady Isa
he recalcitrant young person, which, to the annoyance of Alex, caused
was unanimous on that point excepting one or two ultra-Catholic old aunts of Sir Francis-but to a charming Marqui
t galleries and places.... That girl of the Duchess went there to be finished just before she came out, and loved it, and she c
Isabel's enthu
as so discontented and troublesome at home, her parents felt obliged, for the sake of the younger children, to send her away from them. Barbara, following her wont, said
in," she chanted. "I knew th
by her continual reference to an approaching triumphant emancipation for her, until Cedric, home for the Easter holidays, and expert
pril, and Alex proceeded to enter upon
uccess than her fi
iends, and her mother's contemporaries accordingly took
ke success, it is truer still that not
roundings only interested her as a background to her own personality, and as she derived no pleasure, but only disappointment and mortification, fr
o longed to please and to attract, was as utterly devoid of that magnetic charm possessed by other girls in a lesser,
h nor her beauty
ing dark circles beneath her eyes, and the physical fatigue always engendered in her by
air bête a
es, as she felt, against her own will, her features stiffening into the st
compassion in her voice, as she glanced at her daughter; and the implication that her
he days before her marriage, and her excessive décolletage
Curzon Street, but Alex knew that she would not be allowed to go
uldn't dream of allowin' any daughter of mine to go and dine with peopl
fectionate towards her children, was adam
ou to go on with the acquaintance. That Goldstein woman is g
na?vely how the phase that had been used in connection with Quee
, to Alex, symbolized she knew not what of o
herself of a secret suspicion that, although Lady Isabel might have rebuked, she would not h
emed desirous of talking personalities. They made perfunctory remarks about the decorations of the
en them must be sustained by convers
d joined with real interest in a discussion about books with a man a great deal older than herself, who happened to be placed ne
your other side-not the one who took you down, but th
old me he wrote books. It was so interesting;
ed in sudden flattened tones, "don't go and get a reputation for being cleve
nother item to be added to that invisible score of reasons f
areful simulation of those attributes which she had been told would provoke admirati
by success, she continued to ac
very much disillusioned. This was not real life as she
lity that should reveal the wherefore of all
aid to her rather plaintively, "You must try and look more cheerful, Alex, dear, when I take you
ent at disappointing her mother and fath
Scotland, she met
dishly proud of saying, when her hostess brought th
et before! I kno
non-committal smile. It was evident that he had not the faintest recollection of t
I remember you coming over to see us quite well, with your br
hich remained quite vividly in her own memory should always appear
ur cousins for a long wh
e. She married, you know-a f
ick of jealousy that now habitually assailed her almost e
married?" she mad
a. I've some idea of going over to New York myself next year, and I supp
New York," said Alex, with th
ve a mad idea of perhaps writing a book one of these days, probably in the form of a novel, because it's only by gilding the pill that you can get the great B.P. to swallow it-but it'l
e initials that he had used-"the great B.P.
haracter to the straightness of his features. He had grown a little, fair moustache, contrasting pleasantly with his light brown eyes. The boy
lace next to hers at breakfast on the following morning, and aske
o," but something within her attached such an exaggerated impor
shall look out for y
e party, which was a small one; and Lady Isabel, declaring herself obliged
h the five men, two of whom h
He talked a great deal, and was as full of theories as in their schoolroom days, and Alex, on her s
motives, it seemed to her to be so important that Noel Cardew should continue to address his attention exclus
st time her own appearance was entirely satisfactory. She felt self-confident and happy, and after dinner, when the
said Noe
ther through the o
with him under the glowing red globe of the full moon. Noel talked about his bo
thing in the world," he declared earnestly. "I
a breathles
ng in words of more than two syllables it's affectation. Oxford and
on talking very eagerly about the scheme that he
hy I want to travel, before I start serious work. Of course, I've got a mass of notes already. Just ideas, that have struck me as I go along. I'm afraid I'm fearfully observant, and I generally size up the people I meet, and then make notes about them-or else simply dismiss them fr
life, thought that people mattered much more than anything el
ook at things the same way, d
d with shy fervour, her
he subconsciously felt the damp ground to be doing to her satin slippers. But presently Lady Isabel called to her from the window, and she