Consequences
in and
ight with characteristic suavity, and
a long way off, don't they?
lroom, seemed to appraise its gl
ther than the words,
time, aren't you, Queenie?
ss Torrance, her eyes
not won
cued from oblivion by the most determined of hostesses, going down to supper on the arm of young Goldstein and lingering with him in prolonged tête-à-tête. Goldstein, at the little round table across
s Alex sometimes did, and Lady Isabel did not allow her daughter to take up the fashionable practice of bicycling in Battersea Park, at which Queenie Torra
eet everywhere, and it will be so odd if I never ask
r you contented yourself with m
sterious unreason to provoke the answer whi
being friends with very much," said Lady Isabel with
, uttered by her mother and he
alked about?" Alex
good in the long run either. Men may flirt with girls of that sort, and like to dance with them and pay t
people would like
w?" Lady Isabel
k at other women, and, true to the traditions of youth and of the race to which she belon
ith him and every sort of thing.... It's not the girl's fault exactly, though I don't like the way she dresses, and a wreath of artificial flowers, or whatever it is she wear
in her glance at her daughter, made Alex wonder sensitiv
nbecomingly dictatorial manner. She had been led to expect, from constant veiled references to the subject, that as soon as she grew up, opportunity would be afforded her to attain the goal of every well-born girl's destiny-that of matrimony. Girls who became engaged to be married in their f
years old, still going yearly through the sea
t a
one had shown her the faintest inclination to ask her in marriage, or even express any particula
w one another more intimately. Sometimes she had heard girls talk of looking forward to som
same terms with all of them-polite, imp
tein. His manner to all women verged upon the effusive, and Alex was secretly faintly ashamed of feeling slightly, but perceptibly, flattered at the
Jew who seems to get himself asked everywhere," she did not forbid Alex to dance with him, and he was the on
outh's love of romance, partly from a desire to find out, if she could,
she felt dimly, perhaps i
e last big ball she was to attend that year, Al
for Queenie was also present, although she had
d conducted her ceremoniously
ples, or an occasional group of three or four, li
re?" said Goldste
rceived that they were within sight of the alcove where sat Queenie Torra
luntarily, as Goldstein's lowering g
ded no more to make him laun
gesticulations of his hands, as though emotion had startled him into a dis
enie, and that it drove him nearly mad
her to marry you?" ex
n stared
een times," he said at
mes!" Alex w
ed up to, uttered at some propitious moment, preferably by moonl
you'd even seen her fourteen
e with my business. You won't give me away, I know-you're her friend,
y Isabel. Was this
ts, and when I can meet her, and when I may take he
was p
e you e
admitted; "and I have to see her surrounded and admired everywhere she goes, and have no hold on her whatever. If she would only marry me!" he made a gesture of rather t
e," Goldstein muttered f
served. Her eyes moved unseeingly across Alex and Maurice Goldstein. The rest of the room was empty. With a little hal
he felt herself colouring hotly, as she watched, with involuntary fascination, Queeni
y of modern freedom shocked her sincerely, nor could even her inexperien
stily for her
irs again?" she aske
rose witho
ne glance at him, saw tha
l, he spoke in a quick, low, dram
s driving me frantic; but
playing even a secondary r?le in what
rtnerless, beside her mother, she saw Queenie
t once her eyelids dropped again. But in that instant Maurice Goldstein had left the wall against whi
ide of the tall, white-clad figure,
no more that night. She herself drove home to Cleved
nd although a faint but bitter regret that the experience had not been
dy Isabel, her voice sleepy. "A rest will do y
whose duty it was to sit up for her mistress's return, undid the com
," said Alex hastily.
wn till lunch-time, Alex-w
up one more flight of stairs to her own room, wrapped in her
n in the big, swinging mirror, she made personal application o
f her as Maurice Goldstein spoke
; any man make his way to her through a crowd
mpered by any light of experience. But the hero of the dream was a nebulous, shadowy figur
nion with others, and that no intimacy other than one of the surface had as yet ever resulted from any intercourse of hers with her fellow-creatures. Her nearest approach t
hing mattered except the people one loved, that nothing was so much worth while as the affection and understanding which one knew so well, from oneself, must exist, and for the bestowal of which on one's own lonely, ardent spirit one prayed so passionately
er own reflection for traces of the spell wielded by Queenie Torrance. She had not
s pretty
r, that fell no lower than her shoulders. She reflected disconsolately on the undue prominence of the two, whit
ch Lady Isabel so regretted was sharply manifested in the exposed collar-bones just above the open dressing-gown, and in the childishly thi
she passed other, moral, att
t for one's beauty. But she could not suppose herself to be goo
answer within her to bring to it, and that force she had been
fancies that usurped the place of realities, and unaware that the temperame