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Japan and would be away for two weeks. I wished him all the

ot and had video calls at night where

straight home to rest and ea

dmates, so our nightly call was canceled. I was so tired that I didn't p

the entire the band that went out, but my Adonis was there with two other members. The news emphasized him hugging a Japanese girl, dancing, a

same things he did with me, and I seethed with anger. I cried lying in my bed

ided that I wasn't going to let my

, even though he was an attractive single Korean man around thirty-five years old. He had asked me

han him, that I could also date other men, just as he did with other women. I felt ridiculous for doing this, but I couldn't help it. I had never been one to engage in these kinds of actions; on the

ied yes. I asked if he wanted to go out to dinner and to t

a strong need to prove to myself that my Adonis didn't matter to me that much and that I could have fun with other peop

merengue. However, my coworker didn't have the same rhythm in his blood as my Adonis did. He could dance, but he wasn't as sensual as my Adonis, who could dance any

r two glasses of soju, we tried again, this time with a bachata and th

lose. It annoyed me, but just as I was about to push him away and send him to

at covered a large part of his face, but I kn

of my coworker's embrace to flirt with him and dance very sensually. W

agreed. Once we arrived, he got out of the car to drop me off at the entrance of the building and tried to kiss me, but I

o bed when the doorbell of my apartment rang. I opened the door, and my Adonis was standing there, looking at me with a

y surprised

you arriv

rning, he

our, the trip?

ed you off, tried to kiss y

elieved and a small,

al, and let him in. He entered and was very q

was about to take a shower before he arrived, so if he

a huge desire for him, but a

r door and stepped in, naked, looking at

penetrating me, he bit my lips and spoke in Korean, then he whispered in my ear, I'm dying of jealousy, but I have no right to reproach you. He thrust a few more times and came.

d he had no right to reproach me, just as I couldn't reproach him for dating other women. Our arrangement h

ime in Japan with another woman, I di

rm that, that I was thirty-six-year-old, not a little girl and that was most common excuse men used. I didn't believe

at all, he still felt jealous, and a po

t, but I told him that while I had been surprised to see him with another woman, it hadn't bothered me that much. After all, I had no ri

ity on my part, and I could not focus only on him, if what I wanted was to one day have a family, I had to date o

d form a relationship with. The age difference was against us, the fact that he was famous and couldn't lead a normal life without hiding from people.

sex openly, and although those are things, I love about you and make you different from others, you'd probably be questioned in al

future holds. I really like you; I love being with you, I have fun, I laugh a lot, you e

different. There were caresses, but with tenderness, there were cuddles and passion. When I was about to reach climax, he looked at me

ture, but there was no way out. I was already

we slept together, and it was

s, ate in a private room, so we didn't have to hide from anyone. Then we went back to my place and spent the whole day in bed, either making love or watching movies and sleeping. When night came

other less than I wanted, but he made time

g. The tickets were for front-row seats in a privileged area, and the credentials granted access to places where only the staff were al

e beyond attraction and desire. Nonetheless, I didn't allow myself to dream, but

It didn't show too much, as in Korea, it's not well received to expose much of the upper body, like shoulders, back or even breasts. I wore matching red Converse sneakers, and a small white handbag. I was nicely tanned, and of course, my friend and I stood out among the other women there. Most of them were Asians with black hair, pale skin and very slender. In contrast, I, wit

veryone started screaming, I am not exag

ng in an improvised and made-up Korean. After singing about three songs, they paused and got closer to the audience to greet and talk. When I could

thinking someone might have seen our exchange. However, it seemed like no one noticed, or per

the Korean heart pose with his fingers. Well not just to me, he did it many times and of

credential, and asked to see my Adonis. He made me wait and went somewhere

t I insisted to double check and ask him, mentioning that we had those credentials for a reason. He left again and after a while, he returned, smiling, and

d us with a bow, the standard greeting, even though I was hoping for a hug and a big kiss, though I under

een fantastic. He took us to where the rest

and greeted us very respectfully with a bow and I reciprocated the gesture, as did my friend. Some members approached

embers and the people around focused on me, and they began asking me personal questions, I felt welcom

nother was cold and distant. One woman was with her observing me and engaging in conversation

rt and then each would go home, he would go straight to his house. He invited me to spend the night with him and the weekend in Jeju Island and I agree

We went to a restaurant to eat and then she headed home, thanking me immensely for the invitation. She said sh

change clothes and pack a b

tepped out, there was indeed a tinted-window SUV waiting for me. The driver got out and opened the door for me to get in. During the ride, I was quiet, l

y bag, and led me to the elevator, going up to the eighteenth floor. When the elevator door opened, an enormous apartment lay before my eyes. There were many windows through which you could see a signific

as still wet. When he saw me, he smiled, got up and came towards me. He hugged me, kissed me, and lifted me up in his arms to ca

rs present, including the older people there, he could only bow. He mentioned that I had made a good impression on his bandm

it drove him crazy. He mentioned that most Korean women don't groom that area. I felt different and although this difference might have been an issue when it came to being chosen as his girlfrie

st rebellious and difficult to handle, he had tattoos, piercings and did

ll over his body. His body was amazing, firm, with the right muscles to make

He was enjoying it immensely, grabbing my hair and looking at me with fierce intensity. He turned me around, making me kneel on top of

er on my anus, gently massaging and exploring it while penetrating me, causing a different sensation that drove me wild, I wanted more and more, I asked him not to stop a

l asleep within seconds, and

was in the kitchen, wearing just his underwear, cooking breakfast, and singing. His v

on arrival, another SUV was waiting for us, taking us straight to a marina filled with sailboats and yachts. Jeju

. It was massive and luxurious; I had never been on a yacht before and was impressed. We

said, we are the

is coming? I thought it was

f them are leaving after today due to other commitments. We are here to celebrate and ta

e with their girlfriends and some friends. The young woman who had given me a cold look after the concert at the VIP area also arrived. This time

tunic dress as a cover up that somehow managed to hide and cover my skin. If I had known that

e great care of their skin due to the sun, which is why they are so fair with porcelain-like skin. On the other hand, I was quite tan, despite taking precautions and using sunscreen. The girlfriend of one of the members approached me and struck up a conversation, she spoke English fluently

the band. They had experienced both good and tough times together. She mentioned that the worst part

n, and she had been on a few dates with my Adonis, but the romance hadn't progressed. Yet, since she was friend with one of the girlfriends and part of th

acted like little kids, playing, teasing each other, laughing, and enjoying the stories and

barrier. I could hardly understand their conversations, and even when I

ay. Even Hyun who probably didn't mean much to him, had more

er, or more mature for that group. I went to the bar and then sunbathed on some lounge chairs. I

My Adonis was lying on a lounge chair with his head resting on Hyun's lap and she was caressing his hair and running her fingers over h

ss than jealousy or anger. Tears filled my eyes as I thought that during the time I distanced myself from the group and fell asleep, he didn't even miss me. He didn't come looking for me, and now I saw

ried to explain I felt and that I didn't want to be there anymore. I felt uncomfortable and out of place. I asked her to help me leave, to get out of there. I'm not sure if she empathized with me or if we

s, my country. I called my company's director and informed him that I was going to Chile for a month. I explained that I

as much time as I needed. He assured me that I could work remotely since the Seoul office

ent a message to my Adonis, saying that I had an emergency

want. I told him that I had enjoyed getting to know him but had realized that in real life we wouldn't be comp

me or hold a grudge for leaving Jeju so suddenly. I told h

wanting to interrupt his fun with his friends. She promised me not to say anything, in exchange for staying in touch and not forgetting about he

arriving, asking them to come pick me up. I turned