What We Want

eyes shown with a handful of s

said still appe

ave a sip, you'll like it."

ip and then another and then another until I downed the whole glass. He's right, it's damn good. I didn't know alcohol can be this

ome and here I am being told I'd been drunk before by someone who I haven't even known for long. When did I? Still scanning my memories, I remembered I had puked until my stoma

of its content. This is unlike me. I don't feel like me. I felt somet

drunk, at least I didn't feel drunk, yet. I was just starting to feel chir

o close to his skin. As we headed back to the room, I felt his eyes occasionally on me like I was

neither of us moving as we s

said as I held back a giggle. H

ed to close the distance between us. "I'm still sober

ke you to be sober when I do this.." his lips claimed mine in the most sensational man

his kisses and we both locked eyes as he slowly laid me down, half his frame on me. He didn't take his eyes off of me and I liked the way it scanned my face and down my bod

n't be able to stop myself," his voice

ly concerned about my burning and anticipa

uldn't make out. He's done something to all

drilling holes into my skin. I made

eepy eyes shown with shock. I didn't realize I was trapped in his possessiv

again. His eyes begged me to say yes but I thought it wrong in cap

d to him or any man at that, I'm too fucked up for that. I can't give the love that I have lost

n heart has long before now decided against any form of commitment, even I already don't see the possibility o

en more concentrated on him. "I'm too fuck

?" He countered. "You can give names.. just tell me who on earth isn't fucked up and I could give the person or those pers

hands clutched his clothing. He p

he shook his head.

olutely nothing for, needs me. A man who I've given up nothing for, says he needs me. A man whose whiff spin heads, a man whose hospitality is second to none, a man w

I think I'll only make him suffer. I've been drained and destroyed inside and out by someone

ight end up like me, completely broken and shattered and we'll both suffer from all the effects. I do

too but.." h

eed not worry about anything else.. I'm well aware of everything, an

caressed my body which almost

ring like he could eat me up like a snack. I released my hand from clutch

bly fade either way, I'd better clive and fade in this man's arms. It's hard to want to abode with this man, knowing fully well that I'd bleed on him when he didn't cut

he let out a contented laugh and placed dozens of kisses on my face whilst declaring lots of 't

g, it'd be that I felt safe and that I could now step down from my high horses trying to figure it all out by myself and for myself. I have a partner who needs me now and also one whose pres

is lips slowly devouring mine. Then my hands gradually rested on his stripped shirt and made to slowly bring it off over his head, he let me touch his arbs and he seemed amused by my moves. Then I felt his st

o effectively function and of course, I gla