Summer Fling
that we will fail this class if we don't watch YouTube videos, so it's not just me who isn't paying attention to the class. Sharma seems to not hear. "Excuse me Prof", some
Envia." "Are you done with your lunch?" "Yeah just now," "Alright, do you want to come with us, I guess Ava will join soon". "Uh, I", I was planning to do my assignments but since Ava will be joining too I wouldn't mind to go with her, but I was with Jesse and I find it difficult to abandoned him in the mid. I looked at Jesse, "it's alright, I have my other class in a 15 minutes by now", he assured, I can't help but smile, "ok then I will see tomorrow". "Yeah cool", he flashed his sweet smile again. Ooh who's that cutie? Are you guys dating or perhaps hooking up?" ", Envia shouldered me teasing me, I smiled shaking her jokes off, "no we have same class, and we aren't dating or hooking up per say", I told her. "Ok I will believe you", Later on Ava join us, we were near the park they were discussing about some sort of party happening this weekend, I know that Ava will be forcing me to join her in this party but everytime I have felt so drained whenever I have gone to parties with her that I am planning to not go this time, anyways I will always be loner there. "Ok done then, wait Lizzie you are coming this weekend right?", Lara asked, Envia's one of the friend. I hesitate all of their eyes were on me, but before I could reply, Ava replied without letting me say anything, "yeah, I don't go anywhere nowadays without her so yes she is of course coming right Liz?", Ava asked. "No," I said in my inner mind. "Of course, I will" ", I smiled. "Yo guys, whatcha doing?" ", Jacks, he joined, but my heart took a leapt seeing the person beside him, I just don't know how to not feel this weird feeling whenever I see those curly blond curls or those dark set of green eyes raveling my soul without even touching it. We have never spoken, and I usually go silent whenever he is around. However, I have heard him make dark and funny jokes, and I have seen his dimples flashing so frequently whenever someone says something he finds amusing. His eyes crinkle and make his face more supple. I have smelled his scents and remembered it in this time of our encounters, and I have found myself many time stealing glances of his without letting him know about it. He hasn't asked me why I did that that day in the library; perhaps he doesn't care or doesn't remember me. But how could be possible for him to look at me like he had known me since forever if he doesn't remember me? Ava has told me Envia and Logan are just hooking up but I can see the way Envia eyes lights up around him, I know she was in love with him but I can't tell about him, his eyes are unreadable, green and dark and lovely but too danger too keep looking at, like if I ever tried to solve the mystery of them I would lose myself in that process. Knowing everything, knowing stealing glances of him is as harmful as smoking weed I did it again and again. Jacks greet Ava with lips kiss while Envia wrapped her arm around Logan's neck but he looked clearly piss, I tried to ignore the pang in my chest by swallowing the lump off my throat. Ava told the jacks, "We're tak
ack and let them walk together, hands in hand. I couldn't help but stop at the point where their hands were intertwined, stare at it for a moment until I was