Summer Fling

shore watching you

t once in my lifetime, you didn't turn to me the last tim

her in a different time zone so I don't have to push you away one more time. I

o write s

to. I couldn't breathe and found it exhausting to spend every moment there because it was so awkward. I wa

n't stand in a crowd for long because I k

hat I remembered, my roommate is still in the program, drinking, and hook

I exit from the bathroom, m

ill be yelled by warden if

a pants before pluging the hair dr

ant to run away from everyone and everything and hide in my cocoon, where it is not hard to live and feels safe. My anxiety was so bad that I took a gap year because I was too scared to even be around other people anymore. I got help from therapy and my psychiatrist, and I'm doing much better than I was before. Everyday was a struggle, to get up and make i

exhaustion, sadness and thought of stop breathi

the psychiatrist and it

or slowly, but black and whi

good side, it get a lot easier after I start to ignore the

roken, learning and growing I couldn't understand what went so wrong with me, everyone around me were doing something, gr

in the mere social situation is still

anted me to be in welcome eve a longer, wanted me to enjoy it but I can't make them understan

it inside the drawer before grabbi

s, it's from my roommate Ava, she barely

option, picking up her

s up, what you d

ying to sleep

to asked for a favor but please help me, I uh I am actually, Warden didn'

ay and?",

uess he did drug today, I can't leave him here, it will be mess if anyone finds him in this st

know we can get kicked o

se this is the last time, I won't do this again, please help me, my

are not a friends, and I shouldn't be doing this bu

ay, I love you", she exclaimed,

be your friend at al

in the ground, waving towards me

running horrified i

and she apologized for ignoring him for so long. "

her head,

", Ava kick his ass, he g

ke up, we might have to carry

eft side, I will support

, carrying him thr

okay, if you don't want to end up bein

", he

im inside the room, he slummed again

rying to control my che

ake a rest, I am going to get a shower, you sleep, and I am truly gratefu

, I wasn't tha

anyone at all, all time inside your head", she immediately regret her wo

I didn't mean it

ht, don't panic, take a shower,

t mine", she tried

n feel some stroke of water on my cheek, it was

and it feels like it's near me, It's not Ava's, I know th

or astonished, at first I couldn't sort

ins of the room were dancing around,but they didn't grab my attenti

en eyes set with attractive black set of eyebrows, curved pink lips, nose just perfect for a alrea

hite t-shirt damped aga

allen angel stra

way, this boy so beautiful like angel hims

cks, now stop gawking at m

, snapping

as to busy t

re, Ava?", He sa

elf away fr

d, realizing it's not

Ava wasn't around, seems like 1 dozed o

in here?", He point towar

Hu

I mu

pick him up?", He motioned to

s thinkin

soon", before I could speak Ava

in confusion, looking back

he one who sent loca

ards me, "nevermind, I have to be quick, got to ta

*

ough window once again, it wasn't difficult to drag Jack

r seat, he looked at Ava, "thanks for the help,"

ave gone almost unnoticed if I have not kept looking towards him, his eyes flic

ver grateful," the car said as it vanish

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