Behind the Scenes

... having no control over everything that h

me, my teeth grind against the other, annoyance flowing in my veins, why does everyone

deep voice was as calm and collected as he looked. His blue eyes studied me even as

ng in me wants to turn around and comply, no questions asked, but I was in a stranger's house, and no matter how devi

me, and I demand

y mouth to my eyes, and the feeling was dizzying, I almost lose my cool, m

dnap

rough, and wondering if I could run out and how long would it take to catch me, he was bigger, his arms thick with muscles, but not too t

rd. Many people already threatened to find me, and rape me, they said it on

I slept at night, I made sure to lock the doors, and I slept in the panic room, even at that, I w

to do it in person..." I finish,

me down with those arms, and his perfectly blue eyes. I shake my head quickly to disperse the image, I cannot be having those thoughts at th

take two backwards, I didn't mean to, I was

from a dark alley, use my holes to his satisfaction, call m

t my cheeks burn with embarrassment. I don't rem

some kind of sick pleasure?

answer my

y spit it out for fear of wh

it, the world is dangerou

e world to see, which means you

ok back at his face, his striki

yes real?"

smile line

cause I a

es wi

s just so mesmerizing an

ecause I wore th

ing what this entirely

hilst you were being fucked, that was the only qualif

three movies with three different guys with clear blue eyes, and for some reason,

ll of my posts." I s

s against his smooth chocolate skin stared bac

ng this for a while?

ack? Was the scene of you signi

lanc

only thing I get is glimpses of him telling me he would be my

eed to

d sign it, but why can't I remember it?

you passed out almost immediately after."

to be his sub so bad, for the longest time, I mean years, I have only ever imagined what it would be like, I

." I stutter, finally, the reasonable side spea

still talking about it, and you

rue and sad

casted for

e cast." he looked at me

oing to get a Hollywood star, I would never act again, which mea

you can get to know you, and let the whole thing die down, it w

weak smile and

ven know w

t, and did I mention the man was tall, I had to strain my neck

ng time you wondered how it would feel l