Behind the Scenes

t playing memories, my jaw dropping open as I could

ol induced confidence and was almost on top of him, he had leaned back all the way and my right hand that supported my weig

with a shake of his head, he hooks my arm around his neck when he was up, m

has been too long since I felt a man touch me so intimately, and without a script, so I lean into him even more as he tak

gainst me to make sure I don't run into the wall, but to

his muscles underneath, they weren't solid, but they were there, and wh

d me, I snatch my hand back to myself, my heart slamming in place, what have I done? what did I

.." he starts, br

ing for other talents." I cut him short, but I don't look at

many people usually said this to him,

d rather have one that is perfect, than have a lot. So whatev

not want me? With those mix of emotions came bad decisions, so I pull out a bottle of whiskey I got

lcohol, it was obviously going to ruin me. Everyone had a regular Tweeter account right?

tain videos, retweet them, share your thoughts with an account that can never be linked back to you. I enjoyed the secrecy,

ast of Because she will was put up everywhere, so my tweets garnered even more attention, after all, I was supposed to be a feminist in t

een it after, with his access into my social media, he took down the post

, I was passed out. When I woke up, the movie producers took down the cast lists, my head was banging, I had

were talking, blogs had carried the screenshots, my other

ver, my heart beating rapidly inside of my chest, ey

the only one doing the talking for the first time in history. Fiefie would not respond to her

r. This did even more damage, because somehow the public traced my IP address and found my burner account. And that was

hem dig their metaphorical claws into the a

And I sat there, for days, my fingers chewed to a nub as I watch all of my ads disappea

call, but I did not know what to say, he had

time off, until all of this blows over." he sounded exhausted

ing me?" I a

he suppress

for the time being. And I didn't think I had to tell you, but delete that damning account for fuck

as not the problem, the issue was the paparazzi camping in front of my house, all of my delete

under my name, and this time with a VPN, just to see for myself what was going on. It was horrible, I did not r

back door out of my house, dressed in a mini skirt, a crop top and heels, I go to a bar far from my house. Thinking, t

he reason I stared back, it was because my stomach tumbled and I wante

e the first time, I find myself

at me, I want you to look at m

t look away from me, he never has, maybe he has seen

on't you know abou

name rolled off his tongue made me want to s

y, I want a birthd

doesn't say anything, so I

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ked thi

your Dom for the