Behind the Scenes

hey inform me that this was what they did, and I only had to do my part later. I smile between them, wondering if this was how

act without a script, how to exist without direction, what to do without the cameras, that was where I fell short, my own body felt foreign, how do I place my hands without coming off as awkward as I felt? No d

ege class who spoke to me as a person, not as the famous Lily from one of my hit series Dancing Lil

such magnificence." My hair stylists sighs d

o do with, was compliments, how do you respond to that? My eyes find the Mary Janes I begged t

s, remember, our darling Rachel is the face of innocence all over

me the face of innocence as all of my scripts were sweet and innocent, and in their words, 'The face of a baby, t

f it, I still don't know how to react to the name. But Gregory was hooked, he made sure all of my outfits revolve

f my outfit, and even if I had something to say against the outfit- something I rarely ever did, pleading for the Mary Janes instead of the s

ual nod, his phone plastered against the side of his face, most likely in a meeting. I look

lse in the eye? I consider doing a quick google search, but the th

wanted me to get laid as soon as possible. I quickly get up from my stool and pull h

is in a hurry."

e way I pulled her, she let out a short laugh

says this words, maybe twenty nin

played with themselves, locking and unlocking each other in my p

u are supposed to make a m

ovie, without following a script. It was easy actually, I just spent all my life in an orphanage waiting

my Mary Janes, and the bathroom floor by default, the name of the agency I am signed wit

at her with wide eyes, she has a soft smile on h

fe version. Asides the fact that all the girls would kill to be you, and the guys would kill to be see

le slips ou

p into that, it might a

s at me intently, I lean away from he

n, and those don't even count since they do not go beyond the c

that is enough of an answer for Fiefie sin

t Gerald T

, she believed we had the cutest chemistry but nothing happened, I g

the simple answer, how m

rts out and

ine if I feel like t

oks almos

r my supervision,

crowd, if the spaced out look in her eye was any indication, she was flat

moving in the direction of Gregory, who had been nursing a sing

supposed to moan that?" For some reason,

nk." he says this like he says e

t realized that bothered me, but he asked me to

Greene, perhaps I sh

verything came into focus for me, the way that the blaring music pulsed

me Gr

ine, don't dr

his brows before dropping them, I

Miss Greene, the lines shoul

hat we were in each o

t more? Can I m