The sinful lust experience

This tale explains how such a morally good and God-fearing conservative and traditional girl’s (Janet's) bonding with her brother-in-law changed into love. What an emotional roller coaster she had gone through in this journey.

How her interest progressed slowly from love to lust and made her determined strongly towards achieving her goal. How she achieved successfully got her desires full filled. Please take a minute of your time to ‘like’ this story.

Ok time up with intro note. Janet will explain the story

Hi readers, my name is Janet. I am married to a smart and handsome Victor, a civil engineer. I don’t believe in describing my beauty myself. This is someone else to judge my beauty. But I believe I may look beautiful for a few reasons. I received 50+ love proposal during college days.

After I joined working in IT in my office I got around 10+ love proposal before marriage. These things indicate that I look beautiful for guys around me. I appreciate my shapes and body curves when I glance at my own structure in the mirror while bathing.

I’m 5.4” height and own expressive eyes, lips, and wheatish complexion, curly hairs up long below my shoulders When Mimshach expressed his thought of sharing my personal experience as a wonderful story, I was a bit hesitant, to begin with. Later I felt it would be very thrilling for me to remember every detail that occurred in the course of my journey and apprize those reminiscences.

I finally said, “OK.” I cannot forget that remarkable experience till my last breath. If I would have questioned myself a few years back that whether I would have had lust on my brother-in-law in the future, I would ferociously reply myself that it is too low to think like that.

However, fortunately, or unfortunately, I have slowly fallen in love with my brother-in-law. My affection for him has increased slowly over the months. I reached a frantic stage where I seriously need him bodily close as we always keep a moderate distance. My infatuation on him made me unbalanced.

I was in a serious predicament, confusion, and moral anxiety. Lastly, I came out of all these confusions and found that I have breached the state of confusion. I very clearly decided that I very badly need my brother-in-law sexually, emotionally and bodily closer to me.

I was in a terrible situation as nothing happen the way that my heart desires. I cannot go low like a B grade girl to seduce him dropping my saree as u see in movies, I want dignity and respect from him as his respectable sister-in-law, but at the same time, I want all the fun. I know you are getting angry with my crazy desires and conditions.

Trying to seduce him is a riskier for me as my brother-in-law is not the kind of person who will appreciate it. It is a greater danger that I will lose his trust, admiration and even the current relationship. I truly value his relationship more than my lust, I don’t want to take even a 1 % risk by any failure attempt of seducing him.

I know 100% he will not also make any attempt from his side as he admires and respects me as his Sister in law. Anyway, I strongly believe that magic will happen if my faith in God is true. If all my prayers to God are true, definitely God will help in some way to make my fantasy and desire come true.

I made serious efforts and meticulous planning to achieve my goal. Finally with the help of God’s grace I was able to achieve my lifetime goal of attaining him without losing my respect as his sister-in-law. That time I realized that the mind is so powerful and if one continuously thinks and plans for it and it will happen successfully.

It will be very difficult to explain all my experience and journey in a short paragraph, I need to explain all of the incidents in a chain of events, so I need to explain in detail. So I kindly request your patience to hear my detailed narration of events. Please excuse the length.

To tell about my family and me. I’m the only daughter of my parents. I’ve been brought up with high moral values and culture. I never ever engaged in any filthy activities during my adolescence and teenage. I never had any boyfriend even in the age of sex feeling peaks.

I stayed away from gents, boys during college and school days to protect my modesty. I was very determined that my hubby should be the first and only person to enjoy me. I completed my graduation and parents arranged a marriage with Victor.

I liked him a lot. He is a smart, handsome young chap any girl will fall in love. I feel blessed to marry him. And I love him beyond everything in the world. I’m naturally good in heart and have tolerance and accept people well. So I happily settled with his family and took care of his aged parents.

I treated them as my parents. I settled smoothly within Victor’s family and their family member’s heart because of my kind and good qualities. Vivek and his family’s top priority is to bring up Edmond well in his academics and get him to settle in his career.

I was requested to take care of his studies and help with his education as I’m well educated. He got a bit closer to me after a few interactions. I helped him with his studies and he shined well. He became close to me to help me in many things like buying groceries, taking me to temple and parent’s house and etc. when Victor is not available.

During these time even in extreme wild dreams, I did not have any lust or bad intention on him. I just treated him in a brother sort of relationship. Aah, I have to tell about how he looks. He’s got a well-built body with toned muscles. He appeared like a teen model.

I liked him with pure affection and without any bad thought. I pampered him with my love and affection by making/cooking delicious items for him time to time and taking care of him. The whole of Victor’s family admired and appreciated that I gelled with them and the way I’m taking care of .

I would like to highlight one key problem with Edmond. It is the main concern for Victor as well as this is the only reason they both fight intensely. Edmond is fond of movies and he spends a lot of time watching movies. His ambition is to become an actor in the movie field.

Victor is totally against this wish of Edmond. He wanted Edmond to become an engineer. Victor is highly worried that Edmond’s movie interest will introduce unnecessary distraction with his studies and he may fail. Moreover, an acting career is not always guaranteed to be successful.

Hence Victor vigorously rejected the idea of edmond’s acting career interest. Despite the movie interest, Edmond did well in his academics. I coached him well and got very good marks in his final examination. Many times I used to get scolding from Victor as I was spoiling him with pocket money for his movie expenses.

But I tried to convince Victor that he needs a bit of fun in life as he is really studying well. I try to strike balance between both of them when they take this topic and started quarreling. Edmond respects my words. I try to save Edmond from Victor during such heated conversations.

Finally, Edmond finished his pre-college education with a good academic result. The core issue started in the family again. Edmond stood firm to proceed his career by enrolling into Veecom. Also proceeding with entry with all acting related courses like dance, martial arts, horse riding, etc.

Victor became terrified hearing Edmond’s plan. Victor was adamant that he wants him to enroll in engineering studies. Heated discussions crossed limits where Victor started raising his hand against Edmond on this topic. I struggled to meddle between them to make them calm.