I feel weird and tired... She talks to herself. I am in the middle of the forest and I hear a stream nearby but I do not see it. Everything is dark and it is as if I were walking with my eyes closed. Where am I? I walk aimlessly for a long time, my eyes begin to get used to the immense darkness, although it is still hard for me to see where I am going, I hear as if I were stepping on a puddle of water and getting my feet wet, I realize that I am barefoot... Actually am naked. I saw my feet and what I stepped on was not water, it was blood.
I turn to look around and near me is what appears to be a dead animal, skinned and all its blood running down its sides.
I'm confused and scared, what is this shit? I look around desperately trying to remember where I am on the ranch, but this doesn't look like the ranch. I hear the sound of footsteps and look closely. They are the silhouettes of what appear to be three men, they are very tall, surely more than two meters and with super gifted muscles. They moan like dogs and come towards me, I'm afraid.
I run aimlessly trying to get away from those beings that are now running after me, at this moment I know that they want from me the same thing that they wanted from the dead animal. I am running out of strength and when I look again, the muscular beings pounce on my fragile body. They bite me and I scream loudly, I try to escape but it's impossible, I hear the noise of the wood sounding loud, as if it were a woodpecker. Someone in the distance is calling my name… I know that voice.
—Love opens the door… My love! Love!! Adonis looks desperate. How long have you been knocking on the door?
I'm a little upset, I can't believe it was a dream, a very realistic dream. I am drenched in sweat and my breathing is very rapid, it seems that I have actually fled from some strange beings. I try to get out of bed but immense pain invades my legs and my anus, I had forgotten the mega fucking you gave me. Very patiently he opened the door.
-What happened? Happens. –My voice is now off, hoarse. -I'm sorry I fell asleep. I'm tired.
"Don't worry, come downstairs for dinner. He looks at me carefully. "Are you okay?" Why are you sweating profusely?
—I'm fine, I just had a nightmare... I'll go down to dinner right away.
"Can I go see you?" I want to make sure I didn't hurt you too much. Sorry, I think I was a bit out of control a while back, I'm used to fucking like that. She shows me her perfect teeth.
"Yes, I already noticed. Don't be alarmed, I'm fine, a little sore in my legs, but nothing else.
We went down the stairs together and I'm barefoot, I didn't even want to wear sandals. I turn to see my wobbly knees and I have big bruises all over that area. Motherfucker! I hope no one notices, I don't know what other excuse to make.
We eat slowly while Adonis watches TV, I really feel tired and just wait to finish my dinner to go back to sleep. I talk a bit on the phone with dad about my life and his, he wants me to visit him more often, but I really make an effort to come every year during the summer.