The Ordination of the Novice
ly paused at the threshold of the monastery gates, her breath catching at the sight that had haunted her dreams: the
. Every part of this place seemed the same, yet felt irrevocably changed - or perhaps it was she who had changed. The girl
longing and fear. Now, each step carried the weight of choices she could never unmake - friendships br
r novices moved in silent preparation for morning prayers. Some glanced her way, curiosity etched on faces both familiar and strange. Their lo
er. The elder nun's face, lined by devotion and years of quiet watchfuln
eeted, voice hushed but firm
voice steadier than her racing heart
Abbot to decide." But the gentle weight of her hand on Emily's shoulder
could almost hear the echoes of chants from years past, the rustle of habits brushing marble, the heartbeat of
perches and drawing novices to prayer. Emily paused beneath the weathered archway, her gaze lingering on
s - fait
silent vow she once made to a faith she did not fully understand. Her lips moved in a prayer not for strength or fa
rns lay old friendships strained by absence, mentors whose disappointment might cut deeper than rebuke, and a riv
ixing with the faint musk of damp tapestries and oil lamps. Each breath seemed to draw her further into memory: the stolen
d for an instant, she thought she saw movement where none should be - a figure retreating behind a column, or perhaps the tric
ly. "The days ahead will not be easy," she said, voice low. "The Abbot h
," Emily murmured. "I only hope
child?" Magdalena a
bsolution, nor even belonging, but the truth that had whispered at the edge of her prayer
o understand," she whispered at
gold across the wet cobbles. Emily stepped across the threshold, leaving the drizz
of ancient stone holding secrets it might yet yield. And deep within her, beyond fear and hope,