THE LOVE I COULDN'T SEE

la'

wear. Trying my best to match the colours, patterns, accessories. I was

e again and definitely not be

r skirt right below my knees. Flat shoes, because I can't handle the idea of torturing my

of mascara. No foundation. I'll let my beautiful

d up into a messy bun, just

the mirror, not sure if it

f, Is this enough to face this world

"I'm going to be ok." I said to myself, b

to be late." My brother yell

of the interview. Only the girl in the mirror knows h

e knocked impati

My body denying my mind'

out of my room, and before I could utt

trying to get a j

by this world's feelings, so fake. Or to be judged for not being like

to go out, and I'm here to make sure of that." He said, crossing his hands

ing I need at h

said, looking me in the eyes. The truth in his words was too much for

g everything. Shades of someone

ouse to be. The melody of someone wh

ed here a year ago. Right after that

. This floor witnessed me passing t

nce childhood steal my husband, my love? Why would the people I love and care

place. No one

ely

nely. I'm j

g me out of the infinite th

of arguing, he always wins. I think

rent than the last time I went out. Huge buildings, busy streets and people just pl

time, and I didn'

nished college. A dream I erased from my mind not t

, a big smile placed on his lips, as if telling me this

r this. I..." I tried to reason, but he cut me off, "You

know I'm good. But

hug and I was

g enough for anyone to notice miles away. Glamour an

s, judgmental eyes, loud whispers of people that think they're better tha

re for the interview." I said as

second or two before giving me a car

uck." The look on her face was

it's better

the hallway there were

fit? Is my s

skin color? What is

Do I have to

they'd make a bi

the ninth floor and the door finally closed. I was alone but still suffocating. As time

s of doors on each side and a magnificent room with

Bella. You can do this! I encouraged myself, It's just an interview...not a big d

e card, ninth floor,

But all my expectations turned into nothing at the moment

on the floor dr

blurry. It was im

my glasses I'm nothin

A deep man's voic

Sir, I can't see!" Again, nothing. The only thing I coul

le? "Sir, please help me..." I said, my voice s

t couldn't... I was getting desperate

de myself through the wall till I could fe

rying my best

interview. I can't use the elevator, or I might end up lost somewh

I'm almost blind, I thought it was a gr

saster... I'

it didn't take long till I fel

phone and thank goodness I only

nd called my brother,

?" He asked, "Aren't you sup

I couldn

! Why are you crying?" He

? I'm on the 9th floor."

own." He said and di

is was a

have happened if

o one can

I going

d me from my thoughts. I quickly wiped my tears and kept

time-the last thing I wa

the elevator opening. I looked in that d

. What hap

s me and soon I was engulf

ed..." I said in between my sobs and

said, hugging me like the most

hey fell. I asked for help

gonna solve this,

nch, and apparently my gla

asn't for him-Probably still locked in my room staring at my reflection and regret

rocess his words. We were about to get in the elevator, but I cou

the direction of

rong?" Ed asked

asked. I couldn't see, but

e is no one." I coul

s? Am I hal