THE LOVE I COULDN'T SEE

rd's

rnity. I couldn't sleep. It was impossible

she was ther

am I going

ce and left her there alone,

ailed that interview

king me out of my line of thoug

was he saying? "What did

olled his eyes, " She said She w

ange-what is it

for you." He handed me a fram

the frame again. She is really good. I didn't kn

olors. Bright, simple yet wit

onally." Jared said, making me look

couldn't... aghhh. I'm doing thi

trying

, who makes me feel so much pain... till today. The only thing she got from me is her thick black hair-That's probably

... a

hing when the annoying ring of my

from you. How are you?... Couldn't be better. What brings you to call me this early in the morning?... W

it?" I wa

e said , "Bella d

" This must

incredulous, "One million dollars, to b

a no as an answer." To hell with h

ng to do, Edward?

hink she is to

to regret d

without saying a word. I wil

*

la'

fter not sl

ith so much goi

all the housework. The garden is p

e me his numb

ing so diffi

will

will

And it didn't take long till the ti

other side. My heart stopped beating for a few seconds. The world sto

just a call

Wilson. It

great to hear from

arely br

you're fine too.

call me this early in the morning?" I'm so

y answer..." I took a deep br

T? B

I cut him off, "I have my

said, but his voice

the opportunity." I s

the call. disappointment

so

so

orry, Mr

n I locked myself here-I can't help you if I can't

ou and then throw you away. They don't care. No one cares. No matter how

not e

o something

did... e

start leavi

e happy. Life used to make sense. Now I'm here, locked

always been good at school,

After my marriage

, but the wound h

did you do

t you lo

n't you w

you chea

u leave me

for him. I've never b

tarting again.

remember." I said in an almost whis

I heard f

upposed t

you st

you to see

re useless. Stupid. Can't you see ho

but no one

d Marcus' voic

Ins

rt my mind. I closed my eyes

en filled me with a s

y skin, embracing me like

and the birds flaping their wings, singing beautiful melo

so hot and vibrant, the inf

close our eyes-Things you learn when you wake up ev

." I said to no one in particular. I can't care too much. I ca

and looked around

something, di

es. I need

paint,

like my lif

one for you to care about. If you get cl

lue. The beach, no, the ocean-dee

st like my life... full of every

is a

caring the hell out of me. I turned and discovered that

Am I still h

n't know

are