Holding onto our faded memories

at all this was about,I'm trying to come in terms

ed to be an A student, at my previous school, home I knew who i was, knew my paths and pictured my future, I could trace my steps back when I notice a missin

hat to do, what to wear and where to be at a given time.Never really knew or fe

moved into the building, he was a bright outspoken kid who put smiles on people's faces. Being a curious me, I wanted to know more about this interesting kid but co

to the soul and I learnt dancing as well.We would have fun listening to music and dancing together when my our parents were out, a

not until he was gone.Well I had to get back to my old pattern of life once again but this time I drowned myself into books well it did my grades good but left me feeling empty in the inside.Couple of months passed and we got a new neighbor but this time aro

he fear of being scolded for breaking the rules of not going out the house, I endured the pain as it went on but after some time the pain grew much to I opened up to my Mum who confronted him and it lead to him moving out. I finally got myself back so I thought then one afternoon my mum took me to go stay with her friend's kids and we watched movies,it didn't end there we decided to act a movie ourselves,I played the mom while they pl

and then I made a decision for myself which I wish I stick to for long, I decided to not a guy in my life and things

actually ruled the class me as the girl group leader and him the boys leader, we would literally create a little fight amongst ourselves just so to know who the brightest was and as always he would beat me to it.This little thing between us t

and went back being the top of the class but it didn't feel good, a part

y life took a big turn at the age of Thirteen when my family suddenly mad