Diary Of A Depressed Virgin

ne? My grip tightened around the device as I fought to keep my voice steady. Out of curiosity-and the love I had for Jessica-I stayed patient. I

fragments of the past, wondering if it all made sense now. Could everything I'd been ignoring come crashing down in this

Apologies," I said, my voice calm bu

please. She called me from this number a while ago. I haven't been abl

averted. But despite the relief, I couldn't shake the emotions that had gripped me earlier. The fear of betrayal. The thought o

her? Or am I a terrible person for even considering she might have been unfaithful? Regardless of the ans

e on the phone with my boss. "I'll meet with them soon," I sai

hroom filling the silence. The baby's cries echoed

out. "Is everythi

ans

ab

bathroom. Something felt off. I pushed the do

nder the running shower. Her face was blank, h

d, snatching the baby from her

from a dream. "I... I didn

m, her eyes wide with fea

ld," I said, my voice trembl

e shaking. "The devil is a liar. Shh... Shh. It's okay, my dear. It's okay." She turned

n replaced by fury. "I don't know what's going on with you," I snapped. "I don't kn

oice was small, broken, but I couldn't bring myse

ogether," I said, sto

. I rarely spoke to her. Our conversations were always cold, distant, as though I had to impress her just to pull h

e," I said, my voice heavy with exhaustion. "Pl

ms. Her eyes were filled with worry. When I hung

s mom," I

on grim. "Dan, this is s

g a hand over my

d. "It's happened before. Twice in the kitchen, she almost burned the food.

rate," I said, though a part o

he insisted. "Th

nyway, her mom will be here soon. Please

You don't even h

om. I'll se

. What was happening to Jess

asn't sure I should answer. I wasn't sure I knew what to say-or what she might say that

e was calm, almost norma

d she mean? After everything that had hap

g me that?" I aske

r answer, Dan,"

e I finally responded. "Yes.

ne wen

validation she needed? Or something

eeting, pushing the morning's events to the back of my mind. Jus

" she said, her voice urgent. "

ped a beat. "

is fighting