After I Lost the Ability to Love

or six years, yet he still could

em to help me break a

x years, stood downstairs of my house for thre

ortunity to leave this world and c

ing, Leo broke up with

in left me, who was runnin

egan to appear frequ

wedding photo, his first reaction was to be conc

m to take away my abilit

d begged me despera

quarrel because Luna b

n photo frame, and there was n

lm down and moved to t

vin stared at me f

if you're being willful, there should be a limit. I know I'm your

left without

ing me-without him, I'd be hom

evin, but before I could go out, I

tained only an addre

tire office floor was pitch-dark, exce

Luna wearing Kevin's shirt, and her long le

o the company! Otherwise, I really

le. "It's okay. When the clothes arri

ck her sobs. "Kevin, are you

opened his mouth. "Luna, it's not that I want to drive you away, but

u collect so many photos of me in your apartment? You pursued Ava so that I could be with Leo, but now that Leo and I have broke

pell, neither denying Luna's

said, "You can stay here t

f joy. "I knew you were

two people hugging each other tightly,

eaten hardly anything in the past fe

racted Kevin'

open and found me standing

sion stiffened

why are

anding beside Kevin, look

e meet

g smile appeare

ne on myself while drinking with Kevin, and he

best to control my emotions, not wantin

ck first, you

in grabbed my sleeve. "

"Ava, are you angry? If you are, I'll leave right a

and said, "How are you going to

evin's voice grew deeper. "Don't mak

tabbed my heart

I had chosen over my

ne. I shouldn't have shown u

irritably undid the buttons on his shirt and

tterness in my eyes

hugging you, or the walls full of photos in apartm

xion changed drastically. "H

ack. As for the wedding in three month

ked briskly towa

catch up, but Lu

sed, I clearly saw a look

ack Corporation building, I rec

in about the apartment in Queen Garden after I take Luna home. Ava, I l

love

t a bitt

the lights of thousands of household

this world by a qui

stay here for six years before

ess moments when I didn't know

I fell helplessly

t he also had feelings f

e triangle, so I told Leo fran

leave, he stood outside my apartment bui

as barely conscious, he still held onto m

t leave this time, I would

life with you. In this life,

the person he m

e that the one perso

.

come back unt

sofa, he was taken aback for

idn't intend to hide it from you on purpose. The photos of Luna in the house were put up just because I thought they looked nice. If you don't li

" Kevin, I've made up

up, and he sneered, "Leave me? How will y

he last glimmer of hope I had for

leave that you dare t

ve. If you just be obedi

his room, changed his clo

gagement ring that Kevin had given me when

at I had decorated with my own hands

closed, a long-absent vo

o you re

cks, doubting whet

then that it was very unwise to stop your purs

de

or Kevin's sake, the system had subtly hin

ed away by love and gav

em, are you showing up now because y

leave a world. If you miss that chance, you have to wait

d just flared up in my hear

nner and then said, "Since you're my first host, although I can't assis

d immediately, "I

Kevin, the love I had for him wouldn't vanish in a short while.

... but there a

side e

won't be able to love anyone else. In s

moment, but it was

d mean that I wouldn't feel heartache,

s another kind

asked the system to take

ou don't want t

N

force extracting som

ce being peeled off from my brain

t, I suddenly felt

d been lingering in my hear

tely at ease

best version of yourself in this

hase a small one-bedroom, one-li

mall, yet it had a

, I intended to buy a comforta

bumped into Kevi

me first and then took the initiati

a new home and just thought of asking

ter all, it's quite understandable for a woman to

my reply, and a glint of su

to come with me

ve been feeling sad sec

feel the slightest

just two ordina

u didn't ask me to accompany

, Kevin was