Love And Redemption

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n particular, slowly blurring my eyes open as the

man beside me, the man I was

he unexpected words that kept gushing out of my

, and my hands are

of anger and confusion as I tried hard to convince myself I was joking, and also it was a dream but un

from me? How could I have taken so much of this alcohol to make me allow this

for letting him take over me, I le

's fault for leaving me over someone

oundrel lay peacefully, not even moving

advantage of my drunk state, and now h

at him while hitting him to get up slu

ith less concern about what I was

s attitude, and my ang

" I flip up to him taking a stand from the bed while walking up

drunk, and you requested the sex that was why I gave it to y

s, he took advantage of me and here he sits comfor

without a proper suggestion" I roar with tears 𝗈𝗏𝖾𝗋 my eyes, but I hol

anations, what explanations do I need? I don't need

y I apologized to you, so what else do you want m

? He isn't remorseful for hi

yourself, that is all I can say for now" I heard

money the solution to the problem at sta

gretted the ideology of going drinking

not a slut that he offers such m

girl whom you defile and give money to shut

r scaling myself, that is all. We have not meant before okay" he fired with a

ve to tell me that?" I asked myself pi

t more pain, I stare at the money on the f

eft it in pieces" I murmured furiously walking

om the grip of that nonchalant man who defiled me, but then it turne

bad?" His voice ca

sk me that you're this betraya

em, and he shouldn't dare t

e asked again, walking closer to w

you did was hurt me this way, Alex? The love we shared, laughter? We cried together and also shared things together. I thought you loved me, I thought you s

de of my hand,

ten to my reasons,

reasons, the r

s about to start, b

ow!" I yelled at him as some noises

I tightened my fist

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