I want to live.

ned through my nose arousing me from my sedated slumber even more. I could start making out little whispers and I could feel the presence of someone next to me. This couldn't possibly be the other si

managed to finally adjust I realised the presence I could feel was my dad. The emotionally unavailable man that I still loved dearly was t

dad says grabbing

ked. Reality still

ed there was something wrong and got

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e. I got here just as the paramedics did. There wa

glass of juice. Made my way back up to the bedroom, popped open the capsules filled with powder and emptied them into the juice to drink. I figured they would absorb into m

as did your brother" "I t

. The doctors say if the ambulance was just 10 minutes later the poison would of taken you" my dad said with his voice breaking. I daren't look at him. The guilt was too much. I wouldn't of needed to endure gu

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