obsessions

it and live my life the way I wanted. She said so many horrible things to me which kept playing in my head every single day like some kind of music but no matter how much I tried to deny it,

and come as they pleased right? All of them treated me as though I couldn't live without them and I hated them for that, including Ayita. "Your coming here won't change anything Dmitri" I warned, "go back and take care of your mafia family, I am not in the mood to do that nonsense" After speaking I stood up and made to leave but his next words made me to stop. "I know where she is" I turned my attention to him again, "what did you say?" I wanted to be sure if I heard him correctly. "I will take you to her if you agree to come back home, zayn" Dmitri was threatening me into coming back home again and this time he used the correct cards. It was like he was waiting for this moment all along Nd now that the opportunity had presented itself, he was not going to let it pass. "You heard me well zayn, Agree to come back and I will let you know where she is" "You threw me out of the house seven years ago Dmitri" I suddenly flared up, I hated the fact that he kept acting like he didn't do anything, "you couldn't be a father seven years ago, how can you be a father now?" "I did what I had to do, zayn" "You left me on my own" "I made sure you had everything" Not for once did I see regret in the eyes of my father and I could never forgive him for what he did, never. "Do you want to see her or not" "I will find her on my own" This time around, the old man gave a loud chuckle. It was like he was mocking me and I wanted to so badly smash his head against the vase on the table. "You will call when you are ready" He didn't wait for my response and made his way out of the house, how I hated his guts. after he was gone, I managed to take my self upstairs to my bed, I needed to clear my head. Her pictures were hung everywhere in my room and I could feel tears welling up in my eyes. I was a strong man, how did I get so weak because of a woman? Ayita really affected me in ways I wasn't expecting. I walked up to my favorite picture of her and car