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calling me at such a time? Sighing to myself, I answered the call and it was the sad voice of a woman that I heard. "Father zayn" I could recognize that voice anywhere and anyti

ou or my mum. I am leaving forever and I hope I never get to see you again. You are too big a sinner to remain in the house of God, when you finally quit being a priest you should go back home and join your family. That will be best. I love you but can't be with a man like you" This was where the letter ended and for a while I couldn't understand what she was saying. She invited me for dinner to break my heart? Was this her plan all along? To tell me horrible things and leave me at the crossroad of life? Was shs this heartless to do a thing like this? I loved her so much and this is what she did? I didn't know how to wrap my head around everything and in no time, tears already escaped my eyes. "Where did she go?" I asked the woman in front of me but the look in her eyes showed that she didn't even know where her daughter was. My whole world came crashing down and I could feel an immense amount of pain in my chest. "I am so sorry zayn" I didn't hear her because I was already out of the house, it felt like even the heavens had pity on me because the rain began to fall in torrents and the only thing I wanted to do at that moment was just stand inside for the rest of my life. The woman I loved and was doing everything for betrayed me in the worst way ever, she called me names and to her maybe I was the devil. This was too much for me to bear and I just didn't know what to do. I stood in the rain for what seemed like ages and by the time I looked up, the sky was already clear but I was dripping with water and sorrow. There and then, I kept asking myself one question. "Why?" With one last glance at the house, I entered into my car and zoomed off, my eyes were blurry and teary. I wasn't seeing the road ahead and the next thing my car and I were leaping high in the air while I watched my life flash before my eyes. ***** I opened my eyes slowly and for a moment I didn't know where I was. Everything was white and the smell of medicines greeted me. I was in the hospital. So I was alive? I thought if I had died in that accident, it would have been better. "You are finally awake" a voice filtered into my ear and I turned to see Alex beside me. He had a grim look on his face and I knew he was scared when I was unconscious. "How long have I been here?" I managed to ask. "A month" he then stood up from the sofa and came to me, "what the hell happened zayn?" His voice was laced with so much worry, "everyone was worried about you a