Pain under his spell

you the day you rejected me..." a f

I don't know if I should step in but the curi

's voice echoed

t the other props. I was still hiding so I turned to Aze who grabbed my elbow and stared at me intently. It was as if he also knew who the two were talking to. He tried

give it a try since you have a good side but you rejected me so I

as a problem? Why don't I know? Why didn't she tell me?

of the boys you hang out with? A trial card that when it ge

er the place here on campus. I begged you... but why not? I'm pretty and hot. Is

ll, Zee!" Ch

curious... so, Zeya begged Chave to get into a relationship with hi

ut I'm still thankful. Let's just split our path like how it used to be. We're only friends when it's just the two of us. You are afraid to let othe

ds with Chave? I don't know what's going on. I don't know what to do and how to react to it. I'm confused, what does Z

t on you. Maybe they won't believe that I'm a friend because I don't have one female friend... because it will always turn into FUBU. I don't wan

ing strangers. You don't know me and I don't know yo

t me.. easiest

that day I begged you to be with me?!" Zeya shouted, loudly. "Because...

a sound. I have no friends. I didn't know that Zeya likes Chave. I'm a damn idiot for not feeling it. I shouldn't have bee

on't cry," Cha

ed "Don't

so so

y not a

e call as if he was b

it my lower lip when I visualized a sh

Zeya called

y. I couldn't stop my tears from falling when I heard her loud sobs. It's like my heart is being pinched. I'm disgusted

to give us time. I slowly smoothed Zeya's hair as she continued to cry. I want this... I w

asked when he pulle

mine. She bit her lower lip. He sat on a monoblock so I

re always involved in school competitions and activities. I don't like that. They want someone they can be proud of. They don't let me know that they're disappointed in me, but I can feel it. They do

ike she's having a flashback. I can't imagine how I feel when I'm in that position. Think

secret rel

know what her parents' criteria are for knowing how smart she

appy and content. Actually, we last for 1 year and 6 months. I didn't tell you because I didn't know how to start. Besides, now that we're close, our

're best friends and we must learn with each other.

he told me not to worry ab

't know what to say because of what he

Maybe if he knew that he already had a girlfriend and he still went through that cheating phase, he might be wrong with me." she continued and smiled like everything is fine. "That time I realized being insecure is not a joke. No mat

but it's not. It's a big deal and if it attacks us... we're going to compare ourselves

hat even the most beautiful woman in the world has insecurities. Because no one's perfect. We are born naturally with flaws and

ke there is nothing missing from them? Why do others have talents? Why am I not there? Why is the family happy? Why not mine? Why do othe

s and insecurity is one of our rivals. It's

y who doesn't have an agenda and all he wants is to give you the peace and love that you deserve. Maybe there are people who will come into our lives who will help us grow b

rst. Heal first... take care of your heart. Guard it properly. Why do

? It's because I can see some hope with Chave's eyes. I don't know but there is a part of me that pushes me to try again. I know Chave is a playboy and it's risky. But w

iately looked at the doo

strange. The way Vent is looking at Zeya and the way Zeya held my hand gives me a hint. It is not unlikely that they are

yfriend." I star

each other as if there was a big barrier b

ya said, holdin

at she's alone. I'm not showy and sweet with her but I care. Because I'm not taciturn to him. We do jokes but we don't usually open up. We just go with the flow and ma

it. I won't do it again as long as you

s also a mistake that I met and

oks hurt and mad at the same time. While looking at them, I can clearl

clue if we're going to cry in pain at the end or meet the happy ending like in the fairytales. Love is a survival phase... Many people tried but most o

know what the true meaning of love is. I think my definition of it is very tiny. I fe

m..." I heard Vent say to Z

lot of people looked at me, so I was a little surprised. I looked at Z

d goodbye before getting into the

t the black sedan in the distance. Maybe she needed time for herself fi

turned around w

punching each other. I turned t

h you. Hanz doesn't want to go t

y. The amputee doesn't seem

we live in is not just mine. I also don't want to stop Aze from making his decisio

me before looking at Rex "I don't want you... to be noticed by

isturbed and also to have fun, otherwise, I'm worried that no one will take care of them. I don't drink but I am often with them becau

pcorn, shall we?" Rex ask

ause we often go to movie marathons and popcorn is always my snack. Well, most of t

grab or food panda." Aze complained before

titude right away, Hanz. You've reall

't friends,"

s if he was even more irritated

I said simply befo

one pack. I won't eat that either since I don't have time for

. Cha and I will always run out of stock because of you. You're

re thirsty too. I'll drink that c2, huh? I'

Yakult too,"

ze because he has those types of friends. They considered me as a friend but I don't know maybe it's because we can't bond without Aze? I mean, Aze seems to be the brid

a nap for a while. I'm not going to do anythin

as greeted whe

ughed and introdu

for longer. She first became Aze's friend since Aze is really close to people and b

miss me? You're stupid," I joked

a year since we saw each other. I want to go back to the Philippine

e phone call on the loudspeaker so I can he

u. Besides, we're going to college next year, right? It's only a f

k they'll allow it since it might be a few years before I can go back there again. Co

s downstairs. They will be drinking so I will keep an eye o

ot nervous. I bit my lower lips as I play

times do I have to tell you to break up?

rgue when we talk like this. I understand her point that maybe some people will say something about this but I do

sn't ma

ot good that a man and a woman are together in the same house, especi

's parents' decision. They trust me and Aze... that's why they m

sighed before holding my forehead. We always argue about

er in the same house anymore. Listen up, Mauve. This is for your sake so make a good decision. I'm you

knows my bad sides that Aze knows too. I know he's just bein

stand why, Mom, but I just don't want to and I

Aze treats me and I don't know if he will still treat me like that once we live separately. Of cou

o talk to Aze. I want him to know Zoe's point. Z

p together. You are used to each other. You even live inside one roof. Answer me h

. I stepped back so they couldn't see me. I don't want them to know that I heard their conversation. I don't want to lo

lings towards me bec

lang mabuo na feelings

y. A total package to

friend. Cha is almost my half but I don't love her as I love Poena Heart. You repeatedly ask me th

. but hearing those words broke me into pieces. I'm hurting because I know there's really no hope. He also said he couldn't see himself having children with me. Why? Is it real

keep on breaking me?! Why can't he love me?! Why can't I

y.

s he