Pain under his spell

ings are out of my control and taking the risk is the wrong circle. In love, we don't always take risks be

e. We prefer to stay with the person we love. They said "Love is without conditi

me the way I love him because for me that's what love is. True love is love without waiting for any

tie Cookie said happily while lo

e side of Aze's bed. I was leaning on Aze's shoulder while stealing a gaze at his phone screen. He showed the girl

's so beautiful because she is effortlessly beautiful like the girls around her. She is

st as beautiful so Aze would fall in love with m

me, Mom! She's still kind because I saw that she helped the old man go up to the

iled like that when I was thinking about him and he

use I like him and he likes someone else. I'm not yet ready to tell him abou

ns I'm losing

side. My brows furrowed when I saw that Chave was calling. Aze l

calling you, Mauve." Uncle

aid before elbowing Aze who stared at

e no idea why he is calling. It's been two days since he talked

..." I

toward him. I'm not that so-called

e's drunk and we can't go home knowing that she is wasted. She doesn't seem to be with anyone. Maybe you ca

rs "Alright, I'll go as long as you tak

et into a fight because of her mouth. Maybe

care," he sai

that he doesn't want me to get in a relationship because he doesn't want to. Ev

at Tito and Tita. "There's an

him as he got up and combed his hair. I knew... I knew

y. You... you can continue telling your

ut now he is talking about something else while smiling. The sting inside my heart is pounding. I'm not mad at Aze b

ht back," Aze said without

ave a boyfriend if you're always watch

and being in a relationship is not a

es what he wants when it comes to deciding. He is always followed

uve, take me with you where you're going. It's getting late, I can't let go of you knowing that it's getting dark. It's more

I waved my hands to Tito and Ti

k tea on the upper right side. I'm not fond of milk tea and I most prefer drinking iced coffee or fr

ted my head a bit to see my strong jawline as I turned upside down my natural-looking arched brows. I sniffed my pointed nose and tapped my high cheekbones. I know th

torcycle while staring at me. Wearing his white t-shirt a

o?" he asked whi

t answer his question. I know where Davies is because Zeya and I often pass by it when we wander a

answered simply bef

d have lasted a day hugging him without eve

out me. There are a lot of crazy people there and we don't

us to go there because of the mindset of others. It's hard to control someo

nd. What about you? Are you going to

I got the courage to ask him. I'm just curious about it. If h

make you a girlfriend as long as you don't make a boyfriend. I'm not yet ready to

t friends and stopping each other from getting in a relat

the same reason. He didn't want to because he was worried about me. He treated me as his best friend and sister that

have a boyfriend? and... you wan

stop you from having a relationship with someone else. I'm just a friend... okay? You can still count on me if

of my sudden reaction. I don't want to settle with another m

ht... I will not stop you but promise me... that the only person you gi

g that... he's really the only one I can see that I can be with in the future. He's

ly before hugging him wh

Zeya sitting on the ground while sleeping. Chave is busy massaging his temp

you..." I smiled apo

d "No, it

scle tee and brown tailored shorts. The black loafers also matched her out

fted her head and looked at me. Her drunken rounded eyes look innocent. His relatively thick eyebrow

ordered before

ill supporting him to stand properly bec

Zeya on our motorcycle. Aze didn't growl. I also told him that he can go home if

friend who was dumbf

t Zeya's actions. She was just quiet and didn't speak. Like I said she is

nk alcohol, Ma

ed hard "

at's why you look nervous

noisy? Like, messy? Why is

l... I also have a friend like her. When drunk, he's jus

tupid earlier? Has she been at D

to me so I approached her. I kept on talking to her but she looked sleepy. Then she said goodbye to go home so I followed her out. To make sure o

"You ar

a female cousin," he simply sai

you look like a playboy,"

e one who approaches girls because they approach me. Well, I

es. Well, I know where it is because she bakes

h before getting out of the car an

leading my friend. I looked at Aze who took off his helmet while staring at my movements. He raised his

nded my friend who woke up and h

t away from Chave but he slapped my h

aid, huskily while

is very stubborn. Out of the two of us, he is the most hyper. He's the opposi

's the smell?" Zeya asked while sm

humiliate her in front of Chave and Aze. She will definitely hate this moment

red, making me snort. "Zeya, do you ha

gate!" Zeya laughed bef

time he moves, he feels like he's going to f

aking his head as we both looked at

that she is really drunk! I sighed and tried

y stuff? Thief! Thief!" He screamed h

're not thieves! N-where is the k

Chave "H-just find it..." she said before sitting

key. Chave and I immediately widened our eyes when

ve a condom?" Cha

e's hand which was a sachet that Zeya had.

Just put it back in his

e one who's shy for Zeya. How the hell Zeya has this

e said laughing before putting Z

into their house. As I expected, loneliness welcomed us. The house is very clean and quiet. I

st admit that until now it is not clear to me why some parents spend more time at work than spending time with their children. I know their reaso

s a little irritated because

end's clothes but I probably let the two out of the room. When I got out of Zeya's room, I saw the two standing near the gat

hill... I'm seri

ingly "Stop callin

all him in a different way?" Chave a

y with. Cha is kind, she deserves everything.

I don't have a chance to make a move. I like her and I don't care what you think. If you think that I'

ys around him but I didn't know that he is interested in a girl like me. Because I'm not up to his standard. He is handsome, smart, and popular. He

away," Aze said gently before co

hat mindset because I know Cha is your friend and you are worried about him

ping forward toward them. I don't know but I feel nervous about this conversation. Looking at Chave an

cousin, don't you?" My eyes

ed bitterly while staring at his face. When Heart is act

replied calmly, m

l never expect anything from him but... this feeling sucks. Hearing that he really likes another girl is li

love us back. There's someone who will make us realize wha

get closer to my cousin but you'll help me get closer to Mau. It's a man's talk, Pre. My cousin is

was as if he was desperate. I looked at Aze's reaction, he was still slightly

t want to because he wasn't ready to let me go bu

me in order to hold the