REASONS

d get your food. You haven't eaten anything sinc

eaten anything from morning until noon. The other day, he hasn't eaten enough. I wonder how his stomach feel

de the room. Was he hurting himself? Well, I hope he wasn't. When his friends force themselves to

I don't know what to do just to ta

e room, all I can hear is his v

'sad' and 'hurting' are not enough when we are

n't need anybody of you! All I want is her!

we were kids. We're with each other to the point where we treated each other as family. Do not talk like that as if it was only you who got hurt when she left. Do not act like that as if you're the only one who's hurting!" I felt someone hugging me from the back, but it is not

oud crying which made my eyes feel heated. I took a deep breath and looked up to hold back my tears. "She is all I needed..." His voice was weak but we could still hear wha

ery night. I understand why he's being like this that's why all I can feel right now is pity for him. It's exhausting. Even, I also need someone to lean

er tears fall through her cheeks continuously, nonstop. "Let him do what he wanted for now... Let him realize

and wiped my ey

o first. He doesn't need

ends. I was only five steps away when we heard something break. I turned around again and looked

shouted in confusion as she slammed the door. "Tyler!" She was in tears again as if Tyler didn't hear anything because we didn't hea

hurried to the livin

't appreciate it so I'd better just let him go and let him do what he want

ofa and closed my eyes and looked up.

friend is going crazy! Come

per that was just placed on top of that table. When I remembered what was written there, then the tea

anywhere. She hadn't finished her speech yet she left immediately for I do not know reasons. She just

like that, but maybe it's not right for you to just leave and leave us who love you

making any noise, I prevented myself from crying because what was

e to remember all the single word that was written there. I just sobbed. I can't do anything. She left witho

, don

me. Yo

my hea

it into

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of my h

place.

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else..

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ut me, or us, when he was writing this? The pain in it. I am the person who values and loves

e to leave?! You are so very selfish! But what can I do? I have no choice but to wait for

t. Her older brother is still in a coma. I don't know if she knows about that, b

airs to DJ's room as the noise got louder from there. I knew they were shouting

aw that the door was slightly opened. I open the

ly clut

Tyler. It was as if my heart pounded when I saw how he looked. If DJ only sees him, she will feel sorry for him and scold him... She will

as wearing, if I'm not mistaken, is also what he was wearing the other day. He hasn't taken a bath yet. It's just a shirt a

down, but he made me angry. I want to comfort him

done anything wrong so stop blaming yourself. No one knows the real r

er letter, didn't you?! It is my fault! I am

u do, Tyler?

at his arms again. There he repeatedly shook

I didn't know what to do, especially since I

u to stop doing this. Lo

on't worry about me. I can hand

onrad asked when he noti

uncle," I answered then after that I t

ying inside the coffin. I immediately went there

person so I know this isn't what should happen to you. Of all my life... You've been here beside me. I'm hurt because you're gone, but I have to accept

ears from my cheeks but it didn't matter becau

leave us? How about DJ, why did you leave DJ, uncle? It was our graduation day. It was your daughter's graduation but

I hugged her. This is what I need at these times. In the two days

ave a shoulder to cry on. "Shh... honey," she so

in her life have left her, one is still confined. During these times I was even more impressed

e left us, then DJ... DJ left us t

worried about her... she's out of my sight." She cried again. She also

know what to say so I

can handle herself e

we heard the noise of my friends. I immed

angry with DJ. Her forehead was always furrowed as

back, still hugging her. "They both left us," she said sadly then s

u would rather be alone than join us in mourning the de

ought there was no reason for us to live because we had no one in life. We thought we were alone but he came. I met him and he helped me get ov

my uncle's visitors. There are so many visitors because they are in business. Some of them are from

t even de

our room. Go to sleep becau

, we all stupidly walked to