I Need You But I Don't Want You

e him. I guess the song spoke volume... the heart indeed wants what it wants. Soon after I spot him just before he disappears into our next class. My heart drops into

ies to be of comfort "he was never worth your

ut of sight, out of mind ' experience. However, that wo

ure Ashley's boisterous giggles as she tries to own all of Blake's attention. Wh

at him, but I fight those urges with every fibre in my body. I refuse

etween us, then the next he's acting as if I've commit

attention to any and everything that wasn't him but a

afely" a vo

enough to bid me farewell greetings

respond "P

d something completely different from what was actua

...Ex-c

ide as he walks through the glass door of the school which serves as both an entrance and exit door. My eyes follow him to

ke'

in the room waiting. After all I know he must have given up on the quiz because he left within the first hour of a 2 hour long quiz. His life revolves around sports, so he isn't

me to Ashley then back to me. Could n

. Carly, the chatter, noisier and more impulsive one of the grou

their first encounter for the day. I know this is an attempt to g

h other perfectly'

nnoyingly overhearing with a burning passion. Like nails on a chalkboard their voices fell on my ears. They giggle from time to time

er seat and everything pales in comparison as for a moment time stands still. My eyes now rivet solely on Sarah. However,

me. I realize Ashley is gone 'finally' and just nod at Jake. I have no idea what he was talking about b

seems to avoid me, never looking

ate me now?

ring her but yet my heart sinks at the thought of her actually

ud

ow, that's my christ

o hang

me family business to

exist. There Sarah is, like a princess, with her gaze down as always. 'I

y' I sh

e door where she is standing, but I gu

sn't hear me yet somehow I hope she does. I care so much for her and i

es hear me as s

tled by me yet a glimmer of

....Ex-c

ot my heart has created for her. If only she knew a frac

ing with humans, which includes Jake. I don't want to be late so I slip by Sarah fillin