I Need You But I Don't Want You

ah'

rah! Time

kend just flies by so quickly and I just know this is going to be a miserable day. First subject is Ma

h! Sa

m" I respo

again. I roll out of bed and head to the bathroom. At least if today day is

with a pink and black dress shirt I recently bought with my allowance. I stare at myself

ar

lling my name. "What took you so long?" she inquire looking me from head to to

o enjoy the meal before me but mom's voice interrupts "No time t

the next bus which will definitely get me to school late and I was not about staying after school for dete

"Good morning Sarah" Steve the bus drivers smiles and says

hey were nice to him or not. I sat in my usual seat, one row behind the driver's seat. I place my ear pods in and relax. "Sarah!

ok a

u are at

st become his

ccompanies it "thank

We both laugh as I get out. 'Oh how ti

r the school compound losing all the confidence I once possessed when I left home. I wasn't surprised, I know it wasn't going to last, it never does. Dressed

look pret

around only to be face with a conf

t of my way

at him with a questionin

n possibly be talking to" h

ted me to move. I step aside and sigh

ke'

t heavenly scented flowers. She avoids all contact fastening her eyes to the ground as though looking for somethin

k pretty tod

y heart skips a beat as I struggle to keep my composure. I am a

y b

ear. I turn back to face Sarah who is no

ut of my w

s. Jakes laughs as he pushes past her

week, no one could know. If anyone found my weakness,