I lost Angeles

I met Celine in my final year at Shelby College of General studies. She was one of the first year students I coached during their orientation programme..

She was nice looking and the thing that caught my fancy about her was the walking step..she walked so elegantly that it seems the floor was only meant for her...

Her smile was captivating and she was one of the beautiful souls I've met. I wasn't a girls' boy..so I didn't really pay attention to dating and stuff..

I was the only child of my parents and I didn't want to ruin their name..

I was really shy to approach Celine, even when I was fully convinced that she was meant for me..

I googled different methods to figure out the easiest ways to get to her before someone else does..

I saw her many times but I couldn't walk up to her and blurt out the Kind of feelings she made me catch..

I had few male friends and they were all playboys with different girls everyday..

I was already old enough and my parents were on my neck to get married immediately after my graduation.

With so much practice, I resolved to go to her and boldly tell her of my feelings for her.. Guess what?

*I embarrassed myself*

After that day I avoided her and some other people too..my self confidence reduced drastically and I felt I wasn't gonna crawl out of my shell any moment from now.

Things continued this way until my graduation day..

I didn't set my eyes on her for a very long time, but that didn't kill my feelings for her..

I went to bed after everyday's stress imagining how interesting my life was going to be when I have her as my wife...waking up beside her every morning, enjoying her wonderful meals, and her ready to welcome me when I get back from work every evening..I imagined myself in her warm embrace..These gave me a consolatory hope and automatically relieved me of stress.

On the day of my graduation, I was fully prepared because my mum wouldn't stall time when it comes to the convocation ceremony of her only Son and child..

Since the demise of my Dad, she withdrew herself and singlehandedly trained me. we're not that well-to-do but atleast I could ride in 3 of my mum's cars, comfortable in our duplex, so I guess we're okay like that..

My mum was a retired Civil servant, while my Dad was a Professor before his death..

My mum started a business of shipping clothing, so she had more than enough to train me through out my academic pursuit..

I was thinking of life after my graduation..the company I enlisted already called me up for a job offer, which I gladly accepted, hence, I was lucky..