Everyone deserves a second chance. But Xie Li Na certainly knows that she doesn't deserve it.
All those mistakes she committed earned a good punishment. And she had received it all.
But still, that man's sad eyes makes her feels distressed.
'Shen Yun Tian, this time I will love you. I promise'
“Didn’t I tell you don’t look for me, woman!” Ru Feng slaps Li Na hard. Her big, fat body smashed onto the ground produced a loud sound that made Ru Feng cringe with disgust. He wiped his hand that touched Li Na’s face with his sleeves. So disgusting!
A line of blood flowed out of Li Na’s mouth and the slap’s mark began to appear on her pale face. It looked so terrible and tears fell from her eyes, automatically. With her trembling hand, she tried to touch her face but it seemed too painful and the sound of sobs became louder.
“Why did you do this to me? You promised to love and take care of me. Don’t you remember?” Li Na screamed at Ru Feng. She can’t believe he dared treat her like this. She has done everything just to be with him and now he left her!
“You mean that promise years ago? I don’t even remember it. You think with your ugly and horrible appearance would make me look at you? Do you live in a dream?” Ru Feng snickered at the silly fat woman in front him.
A woman came and pulled Ru Feng’s hand, “Hubby, who is this?” The woman looked so pretty and sexy. She frowned when looking at the miserable Li Na. Her eyes were full of disgust.
Li Na recognizes that the incoming woman is Ru Feng’s assistant. Li Na can see how on her skin, it was fully marked with red hickeys and it made her heart feel intense pain like being stabbed by a thousand needles.
“Nobody. She is just a crazy fan trying to get my attention”. Ru Feng holds the girl’s waist and kissed her right in front of Li Na’s face.
“MMhhmm....” The moans and the smacking sound produced from the vibration between their lips are like poison, eating her heart bit by bits.
Li Na’s hearts trembled so hard. She cannot accept how Ru Feng can do this to her. She came into this cruise just because she heard that Ru Feng would be joining it.
Even getting this information cost her greatly because as a famous actor, Ru Feng’s information was just too expensive. She remembered how hard she tried to help him before he became a famous superstar.
As he couldn’t afford to hire a manager, she volunteered herself to be the one to manage his schedule and participate in choosing the best script for him. Whenever he came home and felt tired, she would massage him. She even learned the cooking skill so she can fed him well.
She did a lot for him and even to the extent of satisfying his sexual desire. Ru Feng didn’t like to use protection so she willingly let him do it without the condom.
After a few intercourses, she ended up pregnant even though at that time she had taken the birth control pill. Her body was too fertile and easy to conceive.
The abortion procedure was too painful for her but still, she withstood the torture so she can stay with him.
Actually, she didn’t want to do the abortion when they first had it and had asked for marriage from Ru Feng. However, Ru Feng continued persuading her to do it and even handled the procedure for her.
He said that they could not keep the child because of his economic situation and he was afraid their child will suffer because of poverty.
The first abortion she had done was too painful. At the end of surgery, Li Na burst into tears after looking at the dead fetus coming out from below her.
But with the promise that Ru Feng would take care of her whenever his income stabilized, she kept believing in him and stayed working with him. Although it’s called working, she didn’t even have a wage.
After earning some money, he rented a small house for them to take shelter. Ru Feng promised to buy a better and bigger house for them once he becomes a bit more popular and yes, Li Na still believed in him.
When she became pregnant with their second child, Ru Feng persuaded her to abort it. Li Na tried to refuse and swore that she would be the one to raise the child but Ru Feng refused with an agitated manner.
Li Na still remembered the words he roared that day, “Didn’t I tell you to do it! Just do it. Are you deaf? Stupid!”
At that time Li Na still had a hot temper so she fought back, “No way! This is our child. I am going to raise it. Even if you don’t want to take care of him, it’s fine. I can do it myself” Li Na screamed and immediately bolts away from their small house.
Li Na never thought that her wrist would be jerked hard by Ru Feng until she fell on the ground. “You dare to challenge me? Just do what I ask you to do, slut!” Before she stood up, Ru Feng pushed her back onto the ground and started kicking her to release his rage.
Li Na held her small belly to protect the child in her stomach but the impact from Ru Feng’s beating was too great. Her womb was affected and the trauma made the blood from her womb leaked down to her leg.
After his temper released, Ru Feng left her alone in the house. With that weakened condition, she called for an ambulance and then fainted as it took all her energy to do that.
Waking up she had found out that she had a miscarriage while beside her, Ru Feng kept crying and asking for forgiveness. Li Na turned her head away from him and ignored him.