Before I Love You

My name is Susie Brown, I’m from Small Moon Pack and every year there is a small party that all pack members have to attend to celebrate everyone’s first shift. “You are going to be the cutest she wolf at the Pack House party and that will make me the most sexy Alpha alive” say’s Mykel, he is to be Alpha of Moon Pack. A tall built hunk, with cute brown eyes and shoulder length hair that's light brown, like any other Alpha he is six feet and three inches tall, square face with the sweetest smile and button nose, always in a long cotton shirt with baggy pants, bennie and sneakers.

This year I turn 18, others that share my birthday month are also going to be there and I am so happy to finally have my wolf. I am wearing a high slit satin dress, with my jet black hair in a messy bun, I see how his eyes flicker from watching me in this dress, I am taking it. The most exciting part is to find my mate. “I will take it if you buy it for me?” I say looking back at him with my honey green eyes in a pouty face.

He comes closer to twirl me, “anything for my girl,” he says kissing my fingers, can my day get any better? I hurry to take the dress off so I can finish my shopping. I have been dating Mykel for a while, childhood friends, he is to be Alpha of Moon Pack the next door pack, as I take my size 8 dress off I think about the outfit he will wear to match me, he is the sweetest, kindest and fun guy I have ever met. I secretly hope he is my mate, I bite my lip just thinking of being his. I would make my relationship work, unlike my parents who divorced because they chose each other, I shake my head from that old memory.

I put myself presentable in my jeans, stilettos, and crop top, leaving my black hair down, it looks really good today, my bags make me look cute today, having a bigger rear end is kinda hard to hide but I don’t care. I take my purse, cell, and dress to give them to Mykel, I go back to grab my frappuccino. Walking out my cell vibrates, twice, I pick it up and it’s from my twin Samie and my best Kilala, I call her Kia for short, or I just la la la when she rants at me for being with Mykel more than I spend it with her, she is an omega in the packhouse, a cute little blond with dark gray eyes and really petite.

“Ready to finish shopping baby?” asks Mykel while I reply to my two girls. I put a finger up that holds my frappuccino, he kisses my finger and licks it, “ew babe”, he grins at my answer. “Hey! Want mom and me to go to the party with you? Mom says she can, we want to meet your wolf Su!” texts my twin, my mom is Luna to the Still Green Pack, she found she was mated to the Alpha there, but they never had kids, it was always me and my twin. “Sure will let dad know, it’s at 8 pm sharp” I replied to her fast, her reply felt like forever so I simply texted Kia that I will see her in the packhouse later.

Putting my cell away, I hold his free hand as we walk out of the store and into the mall. I always get the stares from the other chicks when I am with my man, I know I have the best boyfriend ever. We get him a nice blazer and our shoes, as I am modeling my pick of shoes for my dress his cell vibrates, his face changes fast making me know it’s Alpha Jaime, the guy is evil, I feel bad for this pack with their new Alpha.

“Everything okay babe?” I ask knowing he isn’t, I wait for him afraid he will get mad and leave, that's the effect Jaime has, big pain in every way, I have my hands on my hips waiting as I keep turning my leg to see how my body looks from other angles in these heels, thing satin color heels.

He smacks my butt and pulls me closer, his eyes dark-colored, I smile teasingly, he has his cell in his hand and I see Jaime text him again, I bit my lower lip annoyed, “I have shoes at home, let's buy yours so we can get Alpha Lame’s meeting”, he says standing up, holding my dress.

Taking my seat and removing my heel, he takes them in the box to walk and pay for them. I put my heels back on when my cell vibrates for the fifth time, I take it out and it’s Alpha Lame calling me, what the? I pick it up as I walk to Mykel.

“Hey, what's up?” I say to Jaime, as I walk out of the store because I know he will throw major shade at me for being with Mykel instead of him being at Jamie's side, I am used to his insults when Mykel is not around, I stand in the middle of the mall where other chairs are lined up, one hand with my cell and the other under my chest hugging me, with a poker face.