I shouldn't love you but I do

I shouldn't love you but I do

Janis Ross

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Have you ever been in love with someone that you shouldn't be? I have tried to fight my feelings but it's getting harder and harder. I hated to admit it but I was in love with my sister's boyfriend. I know I am a horrible person but I was in love with him way before she got with him. Sometimes I think she knew about my feelings and that's why she went for him. I just didn't know what to do anymore...

I shouldn't love you but I do Chapter 1 prologue

Prologue

Hi, I'm Destiny and I have a huge shameful secret. I am in love with my twin sister's fiancé. They have been together for a few years now. What Desiree doesn't know is that I had him first, or well so I thought. He was my first and only so called one-night stand. He was the man I gave my virginity to. I thought he cared about me and that we would end up together.

He is the love of my life, and he doesn't even know it. Or maybe he does but just doesn't care. He treats me like I'm his sister and it hurts me deeply. I mean we once slept together and now it's as if it never happened. I sit back and watch the man I love be with my sister silently wishing it was me he was touching.

Sometimes I feel like she is flaunting their relationship in front of my face. Did she know about our past? Or did she notice the way I looked at him. She has nothing to fear it's all one sided. He acts like I am just some pest that he has to deal with because he's with my sister.

Sup I'm Aiden. I'm dating Desiree but I'm secretly in love with her twin sister Destiny. She is who I've always wanted but I was told she was with someone, so I went for Desiree since she actually seemed interested in me. I thought it would be fine that I would forget all about Destiny. Boy was I wrong.

Now I am around the woman I love all the time yet can't be with her. I have to look at her every day and pretend I feel nothing for her. It's the hardest thing I have ever had to do. I can't ever let Desiree know what Destiny and I once shared. I don't want to hurt her. She has been very good to me.

Hey I am Desiree. I have been keeping a huge secret from my fiancé and my twin. See I saw Aiden at a party and wanted him. I knew he had slept with my sister and that he wanted to be with her. Neither of them even knows that I know about that.

He wanted her, and I just couldn't allow that, so I lied and told him that she had a boyfriend that she really loved. That she was even thinking of marrying him. So, he ignored my sister and she was heartbroken. She was shocked when two weeks later he showed up at the house as my new boyfriend.

He asked me out only two weeks of being with her, so she must not have meant that much to him because he got over it pretty fast or, so I had thought. We were happy and so in love everyone thought. My sister now has this super sexy boyfriend and is happy so it all worked out for everyone.

I see the way she looks at Aiden and it really bothers me because he has started to look at her as well. We weren't as happy as we pretended to be. I needed to do something drastic, so I could keep my man. I couldn't lose him. I loved him so much. Don't I deserve my happily ever after?

Hi, I'm Luciano. I'm Destiny's fake boyfriend. Yes, you heard me right we are pretending to be together. We have been best friends for years now, but everyone thinks we are way more than that. What they don't know though is that I am actually gay. Or well so I tell Destiny that I am. I have been with only guys before, but Destiny makes me question my own sexuality.

Destiny is such an amazing person. We are closer then I ever have been with anyone else. Maybe that's why I'm so confused by my feelings for her. I trust her completely. A part of me even thinks I may be in love with her.

She told me all about the man that she loves that broke her heart and is now with her sister. She said that she feels as if she's dying inside every time she sees him with her sister. So, I told her that I would be her fake boyfriend. I lived a town, or away, so no one knew anything about me. They didn't know that I was gay or that what Destiny and I had wasn't real.

Destiny and I kissed and made out a lot in front of others and it turned me on a lot. I am so confused about all of this. I don't know how to tell her how I feel. Would she even want to make this real? Is she still so in love with Aiden that all she can see is him?

These are the secrets and lies that will all be revealed within this story. It's a story about love, pain, sadness, lies, and heartbreak. Will there be a happily ever after once the lies come to light or will everyone just end up broken hearted?

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“Have you ever been in love with someone that you shouldn't be? I have tried to fight my feelings but it's getting harder and harder. I hated to admit it but I was in love with my sister's boyfriend. I know I am a horrible person but I was in love with him way before she got with him. Sometimes I think she knew about my feelings and that's why she went for him. I just didn't know what to do anymore...”
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Chapter 1 prologue

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Chapter 2 The third wheel

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Chapter 3 Hidden feelings

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Chapter 4 lies, lies, lies

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Chapter 5 I hate being fake

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Chapter 6 This is over

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Chapter 7 The way he looks at her

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Chapter 8 Just leave me be

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Chapter 9 I'll handle him

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Chapter 10 Let me be happy

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Chapter 11 Working things out

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Chapter 12 Get her alone

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Chapter 13 Don't threaten me

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Chapter 14 Cheater, Cheater

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Chapter 15 Getting her back

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Chapter 16 All eyes on you

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Chapter 17 Never make that mistake again

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Chapter 18 So damn wrong

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Chapter 19 Where could she be

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Chapter 20 Content with you

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Chapter 21 Two daddy's

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Chapter 22 It has to be mine

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Chapter 23 Whose the dady

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Chapter 24 Leaving you...

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Chapter 25 A life cut short

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Chapter 26 I didn't mean for this to happen

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Chapter 27 Who am I

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Chapter 28 Not who she wants

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Chapter 29 Making peace

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Chapter 30 Our final goodbye

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Chapter 31 Starting our future together

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Chapter 32 Epilogue

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