Another Wolf s Mate

~AMBER~

“I… Logan Adrian Westwood, reject you, Amber Selina Walton as my mate and my Luna."

I gasped as the excruciating pain ripped through my heart. I clutched my chest, feeling the pain burn my heart. I've heard of rejection, but I didn't know it hurts like hell, it's fucking painful especially from someone you love. It's tearing my heart apart. My wolf whimpered in pain. It's breaking her too.

“Please don't do this Logan. We have been together for more than one year. We are meant to be Logan, that's why Selene chose me as your mate," my voice cracked as tears rushed down my cheeks.

“I know we have been together for more than one year, but I can't accept you as my mate Amber. You are weak, you can't be my Luna," Logan said without even sparing me a glance. It was as if I now repulse him. I stood, staring unbelievably at him, as tears wet my cheeks.

I can't believe that this was the same man that claimed to love me for more than a year now. He treated me as if I am the most precious thing in this world. He made me fall in love with him, and I gave him my all. I was so happy when I found out that he was my mate. I never in my life thought he would reject me. 

“Can you cut it off Amber," he suddenly said out of nowhere, as his blazing eyes glared at me. “Stop acting all innocent when you are nothing, but a cheater. You don't love me Amber, you only want me because I'm the future Alpha. You claim to love me, while you go around sleeping with all the male wolves in this pack."

What! Where did he get this idea from? I can't believe that Logan will say something like this. Logan was my first, and he's the only man that has ever touched me sexually. 

“Don't act surprised. I've already found out your little dirty game. I can't accept a slut like you as my mate and Lu…."

Paa!!!

I didn't know when my palm flew to his cheek. He widened his eyes in shock, he  never thought I would have the nerve to slap him. Being the son of one of the strongest Alpha in the werewolf race, he's feared by many including me. But I don't give a dime at this moment. 

“How dare you call me a slut." My words didn't come out well because they were clouded with tears. “You took my virginity Logan. You are the only man that has ever touched me sexually, and you dare call me a slut? This is just an excuse to reject me because I have a weak wolf. You are nothing but a coward Logan." I spat in anger. 

“How dare you slap me?" He gritted in anger.

“Because you deserve it!" I blurted out. I won't be afraid of a man like him. A man like him doesn't deserve me. I stood firm and bold as I accepted his rejection. “I Amber Selina Walton accepts your rejection." 

That was it, another pain ripped through my heart. Why is it so fucking painful, I should have expected it. He never loved me, he only used me. What was I even thinking? That he would accept someone like me as his Luna? He only took advantage of my vulnerability, and made me think he loves me.

I can't believe I allowed myself to be used by him. He used and discarded me like trash. He made me believe in his fake promises. He made me believe that he loves me, and will be with me forever. I was such a fool, and I won't allow myself to remain as one.