I swallowed at the closeness of his face to mine. He is not heavy because one of his hands rests on the bed and he has balance there.
His eyes dropped to my lips and I saw him swallow. His Adams apple went up and down and he planted a warm kiss on my lips.
I closed my eyes when I felt the touch of his soft lips on my forehead.
"Good morning, again, baby."
He left on top of me and carefully pulled me to get up.
"The breakfast is ready," he said.
We went out of the room hand in hand and he took me to the balcony.
My lips parted when I saw the surroundings.
"Oh my God!" that was the word that came out of my lips.
The view is beautiful even if you only see tall trees. Very beautiful.
There is only a table for two on the balcony and our breakfast is already ready there.
The breeze is cool and your blue sky is so beautiful.
"Where are we?" I asked still amazed.
He chuckled, and he pulled me closer to the table so I could sit down.
"We are at Bradd's Pick Hotel, wife. Formerly known as Sukhavati Inn, one of the cheapest type hotels in Baguio City," he answered.
The hotel is yellow in color and very beautiful. Each has its own balcony but it is connected.
"Let's eat, baby? We'll go for a walk after this."
"T-Thank you..."
"No problem. You're my wife. You deserve all of this."
Even if it's just a lie, can I bite? Just ride him?
I know it's only for a while. It's only a momentary pleasure, but can I borrow it?
Can I borrow this time? Although this is not true for Lervin. Even if it's just a trick of his. I want to forget reality for now. I want to be happy for a while.
I was startled when I felt the touch of his warm hand caressing my cheek.
"You're spacing out, baby."
"Can I make a request?"
"Yes, baby?"
"Can we forget reality for now, Lervin? Can you give me this chance? To be happy with you? Can you forget Jillian for now and think that I'm the one you love? Loving each other us?" I asked him sadly and his expression disappeared.
His eyes became dark and his breathing became heavy.
I held his hand tightly. Tears have flowed down my cheeks.
"Please... C-Can you give me what I want, baby? Can I steal your heart for a while? A-After this...I won't ask for more. I-I'll let you m-be with him. Just now, just now Lervin. Give it to me," I begged him as if beating my chest hard.
It hurts. It's very painful. It hurts you to ask him. Which he can't seem to give yet.
"I-I can't be hurt, Lervin. I love you, I love you so much and I can lend you to others. Even if it hurts. Even though I know it m-hurts. I-I'll give...I'll give everything just to be happy you," I said and started sobbing.