Chapter 1
"Please... Let us pretend, Your Highness... Because to me, you are my highness.."
After saying that, he kissed me. I didn't want to respond because I was overwhelmed by anger and hatred. My mouth remained tightly shut.
"Your lips are delightful. Please, Your Highness, respond... Let's resolve this... Please.." He pleaded with a sweet tone, and his lips met mine once more. "Do you want this to stop?" He asked with concern. He was about to get up when I grabbed his arm.
"No... No, please. I'll be next. I'll be next.." I bowed again, concealing my sorrow.
"Please, Your Highness..." His voice was chilling, a well-spoken voice that could persuade anyone. He sealed it with a kiss, to which I had already responded. "I promise to find you. We will meet again someday.."
"Don't utter any nonsense! Let's..."
finish this b*llshit! And fuck me!" And I was the one who kissed him hard. I ran my hands over his body. Looking for possible identification. And I was not disappointed, in the left rear. I have a tickling mark of his. It's like an X. While still kissing deeply, I moved my hands around and tried to memorize what I could know.
Next I groped his face. His nose is pointed. I gave up for a moment and touched his lips. They were thin and I touched her hairs. Those are stretched. Next I lowered the grip, his bodies were strong. His shoulders are broad and he is leaning towards me, a fact that he is a tall man.
'What's the point of what I'm doing? I have no plans to find him.'
I could already feel the salty liquid in our kisses. Those were his tears, which made me cry too.
"I don't want to hurt anyone. And I know you shouldn't be treated like this."
And my sobs just stayed in my throat. "Stop! Do whatever they told you so! Surely, this memory will fade with time."
"Alteza.. From the moment I will find you again, promise, I will never let you go, Alteza.."
"Hurry up!" One hit.
"We are alone here. Don't listen to them. Focus on me, ok? Understood?"
I just nodded, suppressing the pain I was feeling. He kissed me again.
"You are worth this moment. And I will treasure this my whole life. Tell me you feel the same way."
"What I feel means nothing." I could feel his eyes on me.
"No, Alteza, your feeling means so much to me. Tell me you also want this. I love you, Atezca. My highness. Please, My highness.. Say it.." He begged.
I stared at him, "I want you too.. Take me, my Primo..."
I felt him stop, "What did you call me?"
"Primo, My first, My Uno, My Primero.."
"And I will be your last! Keep that in your mind!" Then he pressed me with a kiss. Passionate, persistent, and possessive.
"I love you, Alteza.."
"I love you, my cousin..."
That's it, and our union has happened. I weakly strained to moan when I felt the intense pain it caused. And I felt a liquid flow there, maybe it was blood from me. He stopped for a moment and faced me.
"Are you hurt?"
Instead of answering, I hugged him and concealed my tears behind him. When I lay down again, he gently held my face with his hand, and upon feeling it wet, he wiped away the tears with his thumb. I gazed at him while sensing his breath, and the profound breathing of those around us.
Soon, I embraced him, and he grew bolder in his advances. The earlier pain had transformed into desire. It's not regrettable that I surrendered myself this year, because if it weren't for him, perhaps someone with a stronger resolve would have claimed me.
"We are also shouting in our solitude as if there is no one around us. We are already moaning from each other's mouths. Just us, just me and my friend. When I felt that I was about to get pregnant, I hugged her even more, and she hugged me. After a few more strokes, I felt his juice in my courtyard. I stared at him even though I couldn't see anything. I touched his face again, hoping that through that, I would recognize him.
"There are many things given to us in this life for no reason. But let us live and wait for what life should offer. I know that we are soon to be blessed with so much to offer. Be strong, Alteza," he breathlessly stated. "I would risk everything for you. Continue to live, Alteza, until then..." And he hugged me tightly, to which I responded."
'For the first time in my life, I feel safe...'
That was it, and someone pulled me upright and covered me with a cloth. I tried to resist his tight grip on my hand, but the person pulling me was much stronger.
'Till we meet again, My Primo.'
Daisy's point of view
"Mom, don't leave me... Mom..." A ten-year-old girl cried at her mother's grave with her youngest brother. "Come with me, Mom, I don't want to be left here!!!" He added, lamenting.
"Come on, Sai! There is nothing we can do," Tiya Lukring pulled me.
I looked at her, crying, "Auntie, I'm here first. I will go with my mother and my sister first." My mother died of complications during childbirth along with the woman she conceived.
"Stop with your drama!" He shouted at me. "It's a good thing I'm still here to take care of you! If not, you would be living on the street!" He added.
I was crying, trying to help him. "Auntie, we're going to come back here, right?"
"Don't act like that! Hurry up and get more done at home!"
"I'll be back, Mom, I promise. I will fix your youngest's grave."
As high as the case they were placed. That's all the government can give for free.