My partners

Aurora Evans.

I never imagined that I would suffer so much in my first heat. I'm eighteen and my heat has been delayed for a long time because of my mother. She's a very protective woman towards me and she's also crazy, I confess that. She's been forcing me to take medication to prevent my heat since I was twelve, her excuse being that I shouldn't have to spend this period in pain on my own. - But that's normal, everyone has been there. 

But unfortunately my pain would be very strong because I am an omega lupus. Our heat is quite intense and much worse than the heat of a normal omega. - If my heat had come normally, I wouldn't be suffering the consequences now. Because the doctor said that the medication I was taking was giving my body side effects, not only affecting me, but also my she-wolf. 

She's been sleeping a lot because of the medication, and I've been vomiting a lot. My skin color is dark, but because of the drugs, I've become quite pale. My light brown hair has started to fall out, I've lost a lot of my hair because of the effects of the medication. - My body used to have more curves and more flesh, but as I let it all go, I became so thin you could see my collarbone.

And the medicine had yet another effect on my body, the worst effect in the world. It started to stop me turning into a wolf. I've tried several times and I can't, I get really bad headaches and the doctor says he doesn't know how long I'll be like this. I blame my mother for this, she took it away from me because of her protection. - I used to be able to run around freely in my beautiful wolf form, but now I can't even do that. 

I can barely hear my wolf's voice because of this damn medicine. I hate my mother because of this, she took something special away from me, she took away my wolf form. - But unfortunately I can't do anything about it, I live in her house and depend on my parents. 

I haven't even found my partner yet. And I don't even know where he is, I just want to have him in my arms, to have our alpha protecting us and looking after us. That's all I want most. 

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07:30 - School - USA - New York. 

Wednesday. 

I look at the building in front of me, I don't even feel like studying today. I just stand there watching people go into the school. 

Why do I have to come to school? It's always the same, there's nothing different. All I can think about for twenty-four hours is my rut, this is going to be my first term and I'm really scared. It's going to be so intense that I think I'm going to ask to die, I'm a virgin, I can't even use toys to try to satisfy myself. I'm really scared. 

- Aurora! - I look ahead and see my best friend waving at me. 

Laura is an eighteen-year-old beta, her skin is white, her hair is reddish, and what stands out even more is the color of her beautiful light brown eyes. 

She's a bit taller than me, while I'm six feet tall, she's six feet seven. 

- Good morning, Laura. - I greeted her with a kiss on the cheek as usual.