Decisions between Love and Lust

There are days when you just wake up and you can feel that it’s going to be a bad day for you. I know that's what my day has decided to be this morning.It’s like waking up with a really bad feeling that cannot be helped. I can’t believe I woke up late on the most important day of my career.

Its 8:00 am .yes you can say that again. it’s already started badly but I won’t go down without a fight that is. I'm supposed to be at work by eight sharp to prepare for the……meeting suffice to say it’s a very important meeting which will determine who is going to get the Promotion I have been working so hard for as the creative director of Blackwell Inc. I do remember putting my alarm for six in the morning so I could arrive at work early. Why didn't the damn alarm ring? I have to get ready and get ready quick I can't be late for this. My whole life depends on this.

I skip the shower get dressed and collect my stuff on the way out as my phone keeps buzzing. I decide to pick up the call on my way downstairs to grab a cab (I could take anything right now) on the phone is my assistant Nami.

“……umm…..hey. I'm on my way. Bad day. I’ll get there” I pick up the phone my breath shaky.

I decided to race down the stairs since the elevator isn’t working.

I live on the third floor so instead of waiting for the elevator I decide that is wasting more precious time so I decide on the stairs instead.

“Everyone is already here. Where are you? The meeting is about to start.” She whisper shouts at me through the phone

“Coming…… I am coming…..” I end the call because she is making me more nervous and finish the stairs. Catching a cab is even harder this morning, but by some miracle I eventually grab one.

I'm trying to keep my face in order by applying a little lipstick, some eyeliner maybe some mascara a bit of powder so I don’t look like such a disaster that I am this morning. A mint for my breath and my phone won't stop buzzing off its literally driving me crazy. I have enough missed calls to panic and as I watch the phone I realize its my assistant Nami that keeps calling over and over again I have to take this. Maybe do some damage control while I am at it.

“Yes, hello…..” I answer

“They are starting the meeting without you. It’s been half an hour. Like…. where are you?”

“Listen just get in the meeting without me. We worked on it together, so I'm sure you'll be fine. I just might…..”

“What?” she cuts me off shrieking

“Mr. Blackwell is here. He is in the conference room. I…… ”she goes on

“He came to the meeting? Why didn't you tell me earlier? Okay fine just do what you can.” I hang up on the phone on her and start panicking.

“s*** s***” this is not good news for me.it is not good news at all. Mr. Blackwell is a nightmare. He is the owner of Blackwell inc.one of the largest marketing companies in the world and as strict as one can be. He wasn't supposed to be in the meeting as they have different offices in the world and he is mostly in the headquarters but it’s his company he can decide to make an appearance whenever it suits him.

But it so happens to be bad news for me today. Really major bad and seeing as he is already there before me then I am sure things are not good for me.

He rarely comes to the office and when he does everyone is always on their toes and attentive since he has a habit of making an example of people. I feel like i will be an example for today because I am sure I can kiss that promotion goodbye. I put my phone on silent as it keeps ringing and keeping me on edge. By now I know I did not have the promotion and all my hard work was for nothing how did this happen?

“Why aren't we moving? In a hurry over here! Can’t you go faster or do something anything” I tell the driver in front of me