Chapter 1 PROLOGUE

Theodore is sitting near the window, letting his tears to fall down his cheeks. he feels so lonely, so useless, not important, and feel so disgusted about himself right now.

blaming himself that he didn't save the most important person In his life. this is his every day routine. spending his free time to cry,to regret everything has happened.

every day he is craving for her mother's embrace, craving for her presence.but he used to be a type of boy that always cheerful before, a boy that always admire how beautiful the world.

but all of that disappeared when his mother died from a heart disease 3 yrs ago. 2nd day after her mother died, he attempt to commit a suicide by cutting his neck but gladly, Brian saw him in the kitchen and immediately pulled the knife from Theodore's hand. Brian morrer is his bestfriend since high schoo. same age,same habit, but not same height.

"Son, hows your school?"

"this day is so beautiful....but you're more beautiful mom"

"ohhh youre such a sweet kid son, but did you have fun?"

"yes super and hahahaha, Brian is still small"

"oh so you're saying that your height is high?"

"eomma hahahaha, you know the answer of that"

"stop hugging me now and change your clothes son, you smell sweat"

"mmmm okay, I love mom"

"I love you too son"

some of memories that Theodore can't forget. it's just so hurt for him, to accept that his mother is no longer alive in this world.

"m-mom i-i miss you s-so damn m-much now, why c-cant I j-just follow y-you?"- you can feel the sadness on his voice.

still sobbing, crying in this whole 20mnts until Brian opened his room door and sit Infront of him.

"don't tell me, you were crying again?"- Brian said with worried

face.

"i-i miss m-my m-mom brai (short term for Brian)"- still sobbing loudly.

"it's been 3 yrs now bro,you should accept it already"- he said, as he tapped his bestfriends shoulder.

"b-but how? i-if i-its my fault, why s-she died"- Theodore's reply.

"Bro, stop blaming yourself, stop wasting your time to cry everyday. it's not even your fault"- advicing his bestfriend everyday is one of his duty, if he still wants him by his side

"b-but i-its hurt, I want to h-hug her now brai"- Theodore said while still crying.

"I know it's hurt, but it doesn't mean you will just waste your entire life for crying. you still have a future bro

and it doesn't matter if your mom is still here or not"- trying to calm Theodore.

"ok, so if we went somewhere later? you know have some fun?"- Brian said with a wide smile on his face.

"n-nahh I have w-work later, y-you know that, were working on a same p-place"- Theodore said as he wiping away his tears on his cheeks.

"tskkkkk that's what my point. youre life is just spinning on working and crying only. aren't you tired of all of this?"- getting tired to see, how his bestfriend turn from a joyful to a depressed man.

"b-brai you already know the answer of that. c-cant we stop talking about this? let's just go to work"- he said as he stand up and enter the restroom to shower.

"Ha fine. I'm just here, you know that bro. everytime you need me, it's just hurting me seeing his bestfriend to be like this"- Brian said as he just sigh deeply, hearing what his bestfriend reply.

"bro don't be dramatic, it's not suit you. just go already and we'll just see later at work"- laughing at his bestfriend behavior. it's just so funny for him seeing Brian being so worried about him.

"you know bro? fvck you!! you're such an evil. I'm your bestfriend and it's natural for me to worried about you, you asshole"- cursing his bestfriend for laughing at him.

"shhhh don't curse at my place shorty hahahaha. just leave already"- he said while putting some shampoo on his hair and wash it. Brian just leave from there, getting tired also to have an abnormal convo with his bestfriend.

Brian and Theodore is bestfriends since highschool as I said. Brian is from orphanage since his parents died Early before he can even hug them. since then, Brian lived on orphanage until he manage to lived alone.

both of them are working on a club now, but not same work. Brian is just an ordinary waiter there while his beloved bestfriend Theodore, is dancing there every night. entertaining the costumers, let's just say it's a 'Gay bar'.

well if your question is why Brian and Theodore is working at that kind of place. it is Brian promised Theo's mom to protect his son at all cause. to take care of him, taking it as a last wish of Ms.kim. so he chose to work at the same place as Theo.

and for Theodore, he choose to be a dancer there because, he is still studying the last year of his college at private school. well even though he has a scholarship he still need a money to pay his books, rent of his dorm, and a money for his daily life.

we already aware that life isn't easy for many people, so we can't blame theo if he choose this job, just to solve his financial problems.

on the other hand. there is a billionaire man in the whole South Korea, he is also a part of mafia. his name is Timothy jeon, a man that enjoying his life by his money. killing people, finding a toy for his own pleasure every night. either it's a Boy OR Girl. well his age is 3yrs older than Theo. he's 27 yr old and Theo is 24 yr old.

"how come you just killed that girl, after having sex with her?"

"tskkkkk, she's not even giving me a pleasure"

"you're such a brutal man Timothy,

so what's your plan now?"

"still same, gonna find some innocent people replacement for me. you already know that Nathan"

"fine, I'm going now for a mission"

"ok take care. let's just see on mansion later"

Nathan jung, is Timothy's bestfriend, same age as him. they are now living in a same mansion together with his cousin's cody min and Kyle kim.

since all of them is part of the mafia, and they can't just lived anywhere that can cause them to be catch by Cops.

but what if destiny played with them, that one night Timothy and Theodore will meet each other unexpectedly making their life a messed.

A/N: hi my dearest reader, so this is my new story named "Flows of life"

hope y'all will like this, and author yeri will try her best to update this book everyday.