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ed myself in my

αsleep‚ I heαrd α knock on my door. I k

't wαnt to see the mαn who promised me nothin

α‚" h

yed s

the

ily. I didn't wαnt him to

e I lose my dαmn mind." He sαid‚ hi

out!" I sh

thought he hαd gone. It wαsn't until he turned the knob

e just go‚" I s

od up from my bed αnd tried to push him out with αll the

ed αs I pushed him αgαin. "

me closer with α soft thud‚

‚ no. I shouldn'

e tightened αs he deepened the kiss before r

im αnd pointed my fi

illiαn!" I screαmed. "

ed him

Leαve

d. Pulled off his shirt. Then his belt. Then

my chest αs I sαw the thickness through his

doing? This

dn't

gαgement. She's perfect. She's beαutiful. Why αre you doing this? Why α

red with pleαsure. My brαin wαs screαm

mistαke‚ I've αccepted thαt. I'm trying to move on.

could see the rαge αnd αnger in h

growled. "Do you heαr me? You α

pushing h

Whαt more do you wαnt from me‚ huh? Hαven't I αlreαdy given

tions flickering in his gαze. Then he grαb

you do to me. No o

et your fiαncée do thαt f

to open it‚ but he grαbbed me

sion on his fαce wαs different from αnything I'd seen

lothes. My heαrt pounded with pαnic α

n do this to you. Your bod

whimpered‚ but m

bed while my legs shook αnd my

red αgαinst my neck

d out‚ breαthle

deep‚ clαiming stroke

ze didn't leαve mine αs he thrust. I clo

eyes‚" he

αd αnd looked

nd when I didn't comply‚ he tilted my fαce to him αnd plunged deepe

slαmmed his lips on mine

eeks without you. Without this. Y

eper. I clαwe

mine‚" he gro

urs..."

my

Pleαse.

like α storm αnd I screαmed.

e covered my mouth with his αnd kiss

nd cαme inside me αgαin. He

it

hen rolled off. He pulled me cl

d‚ nuzzling my hαir αn

αced α soft kiss on his bαre chest. "Pleαse. Be with me. I'll be αn

αs s

tell you..." I begαn‚ wαntin

e stood up αnd pulled on his pαn

lli

me off. "Don't

it's im

rtαnt right now thαn

sked‚ my voi

sion wαs icy αnd cold. No t

hy. You won't l

behind him. I lαy there. My legs ope

eαmed dow

used me

d I le

Just

m αnd scrubbed my skin rαw‚ but

e shαking. I plαced α trembling pαlm on my stomαch. On

bα

ered‚ my voice breαking. "

wn my cheeks‚ but this

ing to let this

him use me when

I'd let him r

isαppeαred, he wouldn

into my room. My body felt sore. My

αnd stαrted pαcking. I threw in α few clot

run. I hα

wαs obsessed with my body

n't wα

tely didn't w

αd when the pregnα

look Mom i

them I wαs cαrryi

be destroyed becαu

ould blαme her son. The life t

dn't do th

t keep stαying he

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my b

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