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ee
It felt like I'd been dropped into another world, a world too quiet, too clean,
lief, but the silence
g like that. The people here, like the butler, Richard, brought me food every day. I barely touched it. The plates were piled h
eat like this before
lf to take more than a few bites. What if they were tes
d strange, shiny devices I didn't understand. The toilet was so white it almost sparkled. I hadn't touched it. How
anged. The room reeked of sweat and urine, but no one said an
Safer than ruining the large, immaculate bed. I kept waiting for someone to come i
omeone, anyone, would just tell me wh
rs slipped down my cheeks. My stomach growled again, b
door crea
dy te
ueezed my eyes shut, tighter, trying to block
lowed froze me in plac
the
him. My
rd it felt like it might crack my ribs. His voice
oming, threats, pain. That was
the bright light. His eyes were scanning the room, wide and sharp, taking in everything. The soiled sheets, t
loor. My chest tightened as shame clawed at
liberate. I flinched as his shoes creaked against the floor, squeezi
im exhale sharply, like he was trying to cal
a knife to the chest. My mouth opened, a reflex, though I k
ffle of fabric as he knelt down. I fel
ter now, his voice s
oul
one was different from before, less sharp but still firm
t with embarrassment, my eyes darti
moment, he
er, almost like he was talking to hims
Of course he was but why was he not hitting me, or w
self. But there was no blow, no yelling, instead he rub
boomed and I jumped
ing in fear. What had I done again? Was he ca
ared at the door, his face p
sharply."And find her some clothes, some
sed like a fish out of water,
his voice leaving
to me. I quickly looked down, staring at m
h. Tears slipped down my cheeks. This was it. I brace
. He led me to the bathroom door, pushed it ope
ed that the hard way. I shuffled into the large, gleaming bathr
ower," he
lowly, I began to undress, peeling off the soiled dress and undergarments. I placed them carefully
tence. I glanced up through my lashes to find him staring at me, his e
than anything else. His reaction stung, and I couldn't stop the fresh tears t
looked back at me, his eyes stayed fixed on mine, avoiding t
glass enclosure. But then I felt him move
ur back?" he asked, h
tall as if he had burned me. His gaze followed, filled
s temples. Then, his tone shifted, softer but still firm. "Take your
o respond. Mine? They couldn't
s. How was I supposed to use this? At Monica's, ther
the buttons, hoping for the best. Instead, a blast of steaming water erupted, hitting me sq
uncontrollably. His arms wrapped ar
e asked, his voice
He wasn't yelling. His hands stayed gent