His Penny-Pinching, My Power
e. My daughter, Lily, was asleep in the transparent bassinet beside me, her chest rising and falling in a peaceful rhythm that felt a world away from the chaos o
r a second, a brief, dismissive look, before his eyes l
fog of painkillers
m, I just had
d on my nerves. "But we need to sort this out. The C-section costs more than
" a modern, progressive approach, he' d claimed. We would split all child-related costs fifty-fifty, right down the middle. He said it would empower me, prove that I was an equal partner, not just a dependent m
oice trembling slightly. "The baby was in d
nted the epidural so early. Maybe if you hadn't, you would have had the strength to push her out yourself
ly up my failure. The casual cruelty of it all left me speechless. My baby wa
go to the home Tom and I shared, but to my p
es full of a warmth that I was desperately missing f
changing table. They fussed over me, bringing me meals in bed, changing
s bought groceries, he helped himself. He never offered to chip in for utilities or food. He treated their home like a free hotel with built-in
ula, a pack of diapers, a onesie-all split down to the penny. He' d transfer his half for the items, but never for the gas to go buy them or the
we moved in, Tom came home and
ee her," he sai
dly for a few moments before
, Tom," she said with a
to me, as if she were a hot po
eyes. A quiet, cold anger was solidifying inside me. He wasn' t a father.
me on his phone when Lily started to fus
e," I cooed. "Look
up. His fingers fr
you just
of the dad stuff, do you? You' re more like the fun uncle who shows
crossed his face. But my parents were in the room.
ake laugh. "Funny,
could see the tension in his sh
gone to bed, he cornered me in the ha
oice low and angry. "Calling me 'Uncle' ? Are you
oice just as quiet but sharp. "Or do
ng the door behind me, the soft click echoing in the silent house. The
ing the door open be
his, Sarah. This isn't fa
love. Not just the bills. You haven' t changed a single diaper unless my mom cornered you. You' ve held your daughter for maybe ten minutes
e for this family!" he sh
My parents are providing it. The food you eat? My parents provide it. You' re not providing anyth
his would be an issue if you' d just given birth normally. We wouldn' t have the extra hospital bill, you
nience he had to endure. In that moment, any lingering warmth I had for him evaporated, leaving behi