kiss like it was stitched
rver dust and cheap office ai
terile lights-calm, silent, unre
at of his own heart
't plan
t meant
thing ha
, the rest just
enough-at least, for someone
pretending to work, pretending no
r. He hadn't liked the man when
y. Dangerous in a slow
and exchanged glares, things had sta
s gra
ical. That maybe it was about co
building. But the
want to co
ed to k
fied him more
into the server room, it was su
eyes were too sharp, his movem
ecords, monitoring network logs.
ryt
lling security, h
d unbothered, Chi had felt his a
ss and said, "What do you think I'm here for? And
he wanted
ne goddamn second, to forget
ad kissed
what ruined
, the memory st
media was circling. His parents
isk now-an open wound i
he couldn't
rom Jun in their temporary h
ng felt li
t the window when
surprised when I kissed you.J
owned.
at me like you'v
owed. "Ma
fell
walked over, l
rything harde
ned. "Because I
e real. And I don't know how to do that.
ve to be anyt
gathering.Anonymous emails had b
eculated
own Media the same day Chi Suy-
ed the heir's attention-and do
nda
o of Jun and Chi walking near th
ons were alre
d expe
hi ha
is hand curled into a fist
, tension bu
hrough news articles with dead eyes. Jun paced b
knew that."Chi said nothing. We control the narr
N
inked.
ements. No explanations. No we're
us, let them com
, surprised. "You
iding," Chi said.
chest
ak again until
asn't violent.
ything they
softly, letting Jun push him back onto the c
gled in shirts, pulling, tugging-
hing
cked together,
't go all
irst time they l
arrow couch, Chi whispered, "Are we makin
n't want
iss to his temp
oom w
ws, soft and insistent like a se
ed by streetlight, the outlin
e bed, shirt half-unbuttoned, ey
muted. Only
ing, Chi s
the moment crackling between th
oat worke
een them. Be close to s
ad. Too late. You
n't smi
Then let me fix it.Their lips met slow, deliberate. No ga
le to
nto his lap, mouths still locked.
hirt, palms flat against skin
nsane, Chi whi
led. Now you k
by layer each button, eac
, across his chest, licking, tea
shoulders, hips
bed sheets tangl
ok his
n like it meant something. Like C
man aching for
eeper, until they were nothing but the heat and skin needed.When J
u
whispered, forehea
, then fasterlike thunder building
n't ju
as g
as r
as l
er, they didn't sp
t the ceiling like it held Jun lay beside him, fingers trailing patterns ove
f this all goes wrong, pr
s head. Only
es. That's the pa
till damp, heart still racin
st time, neithe
ck but soft. Jun pressed his lip
e storm outside had gotten heavi
n the d
t it'd be you,
linke
've pushed everyone away for years. No one ever fought to stay. But you b
s glinting. You'
addicted, J
lower, deeper, their tongues tang
oke the kiss, his lips were
more, C
row rose.
ded. Ri
et over them with a
time, more deliberate. Every mo
him, eyes locked on Juns like
eth
they didn't b
hin. I wish we met in another life. Jun whispered,
In the morning, Jun wo
de was s
clothes
ote in neat handwriting: **I'll c