Her Crown of Thorns
remaining twenty minutes until I neede
in my mind refus
, his breathing is getting wors
art s
ly felt like a cruel joke, a punch to the g
y small. It wouldn't cover the full prescription, but maybe, just maybe the pharmacist would le
shoved my sketchbook inside, as if carr
eant a
ght even consider giving out medicine on credit was in Ikoyi. A world far away from our side. Ikoyi, is where the streetlig
rn in it. As we moved deeper into the wealthier district, the air grew cleaner, the buildings taller, the roads smoothe
laring speakers. No hawkers. Just the steady murmur of distant generators and the fa
s too fast, my jacket too thin. I kept my eyes down, foc
hen it h
ng with another. Not hard, just s
catching myself on a lamppost. I
beautifully tailored suit. His phone was to his e
en I s
f metal, out of place in the polished perfection of this w
A flash
Metallic, with intricate geometric etching across its s
t be an important
at's going, the man was a
st instinct, drilled into me since childhood, was t
ould that
op? Would h
e even
rned; what w
undred naira to her name and a baby brother wheezing i
rive in my hand, which is no
t data. It felt
ven...
ack to the alley the man had disappeared down. This was my one shot; it might be a way to get money for Emek
t heavier than its size should allow, and I couldn't stop wondering: What was on it?
oked back. One bump, o
enough to get Emeka's inhaler, pay off a little rent, maybe buy food for a few days?
ise: "Zara, honesty weighs more tha
st. It wasn't mine. I hadn't earned it. But what g
n't looked like someone who lost things. Not by accident. Not without consequences. That tailored s
s tracked? What if h
meka's asthma got worse? What if I mis
sink into the motion, let the rhythm of Lagos lull me into a tired daze. But not tonight. All I coul
ile. I cleaned on autopilot, moving from desk to desk like a ghost, the hum of air
hts. It didn't look like anything I'd ever seen up close. Sleek. Metallic. A geometric
hed toward the n
ck. A name. A co
it could open or close. Plugging it in here, in an office that
he decision solidifyin
it. I wouldn't i
anks. Just to do the right thing. To remind myself I still could. Th
aybe returning it
escape. But to somethi
o
it could all go wrong. One wrong look, one suspicious word, and I'd be the one accused of the
to do th
to be somewhere. Online. Or maybe In a paper. Or On billboard, maybe. He had been in Ikoyi, on that well-kept street lin
ay to the faintest whisper of purple. The molue was quieter now, filled with early rise
ly. Mama's shea butter, Emeka's cough syrup, the faint soap from our evening bathwater reused o
smudges and faded ink. My favorite drawing, Crown of Thorns, stared up at me. dark, jagged lines spiraling into a crown that
A tiny sliver of metal hid
adn't asked for. A responsibility I d
g and falling in small, shallow breaths. He was the reason. Th
broad daylight. me, a cleaner with scraped-together bus fare, trying to
on that drive. But I kn
s a s
ri
ance to cross a line I w