Abigail - Love, Family and Friendship
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ed to her chest, her face buried in a blanket. The light from the window illuminated the disarray around her-bo
unt of how many times she'd tried to reach Jane in the past few days, only to be met with silen
stepping into the room. "I
didn'
and perched on the edge of the bed. "You haven't ea
f crying. "I don't need you to take care of me, Abigail," she
t. "I'm not trying to hover," she said
breaking on the last word. She turned away,
ting. Abigail sat there, staring at her frien
spered, her voice trembling. "But please, J
idn't
al open before her but the pages blank. The pen in her hand hovered over
was empty now-Jane had slipped out without a wor
orm, her quick wit and playful teasing, the way her fingers danced effortlessly across the piano ke
that ligh
erless, like she was watching her best friend drift furthe
," she whispered
ft that had once filled her with joy now felt like a holl
know how to reach someone she cared about.
hool rooftop. The clang of the door echoed behind her, swallowed by the vast openness of the skow, the school grounds buzzed faintly with life: the chatter of students, the scrape of chairs
ut at the horizon, where the sun was beginning to dip, painting the sky in streaks ofords replayed in her mind, each one a dagger to her already bruised heart. She had tried ev
" Abigail whispe
thing. The helplessness she felt now mirrored the pain she'd buried deep with
fading into the sterile quiet of a hospital room. Her father's promises; a source of comfort
rmured, her voice cracking. "Why
und, her back against the railing, her knees pulled to her chest. Her shoulders sh
e whispered. "I can't
ords away, leaving her
iga
stood a few feet away, his tall frame silhouetted against the fading light. His
g here?" she asked
" he said gently, stepping close
by her tears. "I just needed some space. I
her room to breathe. "I've been coming up here fo
a shaky laug
intly. "Yeah
between them comforting rather than awkward.
ying a lot,
he's hurting so much, and I don't know how to help her. Every time I try, she
. "It reminds you of your
dad... It's like everything I tried to bury is
se but not touching hers. "You're not useless, Abigai
ds shaking. "It doesn
re there, even if she can't show it right
for some proof that he wasn't just saying it to mak
I drew for you?" he aske
by the shift. "Yes. And thos
en language I came across while researching for a poem
d despite her tears
ut a folded piece of paper. "I wrote it do
aper, his voice s
you've stood, uny
trength in sk
ay whisper, and
ines bright, a
the words, their meanin
y everything on your own, Abigail. You're stronger than you
ter, as though some of the weight had been lifted. Eth
of his embrace grounding her i
u," she w
steadier, like the cracks in her resolve
ane," she said, he
e needs you. And
handle. Her heart was racing, but this time, it wasn't from fear or unce
words, clear in her mind. She
m, the curtains drawn even though the sun had barely set. J
side Jane's bed. For a moment, she said nothing, lettin
ull of emotion. "I know you don't want to talk righ
eted slightly, her breathing hitch
htly in her lap. "And maybe there's nothing I can say or do. But I need you to know that I'm he
t Abigail could see the tear-streaked side of her face.
ight to feel that way. But Jane..." She reached out, her hand hovering near her friend's shoulder before gently resting there. "You're not broken beyond re
ng as tears spilled freely down her cheeks. Abigail
" Jane whispered, her voic
"Then I'll be the one to hold you up," she said simply
ng into the pillow. But then, slowly, she shifted, sitting up and leaning into
t try to offer platitudes or force optimism. She just held her, l
d after a while, her voice
ars slipping down her face. "You don't have to thank me,"
the air. Jane didn't say much, but her leaning into Abigail was enou
here was a sense that the walls Jane had b
Tri
r D
No notes, no poe
e texted me once-just a short "We're here"-and nothing since. I
Every time I try to focus on studying, my mind wanders to Jane,
n there
as this way of saying the exact thing I need to hear. It's comforting, but it's confusing too. I
s, I catch m
art that wonders. The part that drea
bi
aced it on her desk, staring at the blank wall ahead. The silence in the dorm fe
studying. The mounting pressure of exams only amplified her anxiety, and the
e words on the page blurred together, her f
ed her. Abigail looked up,
n," she
amiliar calm presence filling the room. He held two st
break," he said, setting
mile. "Thanks. I'm not g
g across from her. "You've been
. "It's just... a lot. Jane's gone, exams are coming
"You've got a lot on your plate
the tea, her reflection rippling in the surface. "I just wish I could do mo
an you realize, Abigail. Just being there for Jane means more than you think
surprising even herself. "Yo
he said, his ton
elt charged, electric. Abigail's heart raced, but she qu
now," she blurted out, her vo
his expression
's had a crush on you for ages. I
Abigail..." He hesitated, searching for the right
ng him off. "I should probably get back to s
unreadable. Then he stood, nodding. "Okay. But
s the door clicked shut behind h
eat. Around her, students settled into their desks, the usual hum of chatter filling the room.
ll right, everyone," she began, her voice calm yet commanding. "As you know, this week we're starting the cry
ve already paired you up, and your names are listed on the board. You'll need
about Jane. I know many of you are aware of her absence and the loss her family has experienced. This is a difficult time for her, and it's important t
igail's chest tightened at the mention of Jane, her mind fil
le but firm. "Sometimes, the best thing we can do is s
e names appeared, her breath ca
rey & Eth
r way with a small, amused smile. "Looks like we're
replied, her cheek
k, his gaze fixed on Miss Wilson as she explained the project's objectives. Abigail noticed the faint blush on Liam's cheeks whenev
he rush of students heading for the door. Ethan caught up with he
ook against his hip, "about this cr
"Not really. I guess we'll need to look up the best
't too far from here. It's quiet, and we'd hav
pending time with Ethan felt like walking a tightro
work," she s
own. "We can grab the materials after school, and I'll mee
replied, her voi
oise of the hallway fading into the background. Ethan tilted
, surprising herself with
le lingering as he stepped
d but steady. Despite her tangled emotions, she fe