Her Mistakes
rived far t
he grey sky above. The interior was warm, almost too warm, and the scent of leather filled her lungs with
r than the tires rolling beneath her. The hum of the engine was low and steady, but
ehearsed what she would say, trying to lace every sentence with the strength she wanted so desperately to
ows. Familiar streets. Familiar place
involuntary jolt. This place-once the site of laughter, of whispered promises and passionate
t the entrance w
asual. As if this wasn't the most important conversation of their relation
," he said as soon
Didn't even blin
nd glanced at his watc
ong," she said sharp
assed laugh, trying to cut through
and the usual art-lined walls he had always been so proud of. But to Lisa, it no longer felt
ind them. Then, without waiting for him, she walked to the liv
roaching a wild animal. "I blocked he
ut his ph
e it when I want to," she said coldly. "Yo
was low, almost cautious. "I messed up. But Lisa... I didn't do it to hurt yo
cked like a whip. "Do you even real
ed with guilt.
oked at me with this smug little smile and said she recognized my
f shame dragging his shoulders. "I didn't plan
ause I'm pretty sure 'nothing' doesn't get a candlelit din
mouth, then cl
very word laced with betrayal. "While you smiled at her a
n't me
r voice trembled, not with fear,
es your skin itch. A silence filled with un
you," Johnson fi
bli
t. I said I knew you. I wanted to talk about you. I know it sounds
s, but her face carved in stone. "You don't get to w
taking a step closer.
"Love doesn't look like this, Johnson. Love isn't a
rist, fingers trembl
en. But she wasn't sure if it was because he was sorr
f questioning everything. Of wondering if I'm
. "Just a chance, Lisa. Let me show you I
into his arms and hugged him mechanically at first, and then
ight disappear if he loosened his grip.
e, tender where it felt like old times. They didn't talk much about Jane. Lisa didn't want to. Not yet. Johnso
e, reality returned
usual composure. A fresh week. A cha
blending into white noise. She slid into her seat, pulling
her pho
ced at t
my b
bli
ge was fr
se
art sk
dreams. The one who had graduated two years ago, leavi
there. Stolen glances, flirtatious smiles, late-night co
ut of nowh
er the screen. A milli
y
did h
she was se
he c
ed, excitement da
. that old chemis
the message,
my b
e had claimed her like time hadn't
d, her mind s
made a mistake, but he was
ses was somethi
n wrapped i
ne buzz
we t
lip, her stom
't just a
as a
o decide whether