Tamed by the Beast:His little Doll

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oubled, choked with worry, almost shouting my

ir

hadn't heard in a long time...

d me out of a deep whirlpool. My legs moved on their own-I stood up and hurried towar

rms wrapped tightly around his body as if I feared he might disappear. My head dropped on his chest, hiding there like a child who's lost her ho

miss. His hands gently patted my back, silently, then he whispered in a choked vo

re, Mira... everythi

art was racing just like mine. Oh God... help me, I'm about to fall apart. M

heartbeat began to slow gradually, and my tears eased little by little. He wiped my face with his palm, then pulled away a bit, staring at me closely. H

much money; he worked hard just to live. I met him the day I was crying on the beach. He sat beside me, s

f careful saving from his small income. We only go to simple places, but I never cared. De

my cheeks, but he looked at me and said in a soft, low voi

. stop. I'm

t a whisper, filled

ng my trembling

ng you, but... there's no

sperate, more like a whimper

d, in a tone closer

logize? You know I'm

onto so I wouldn't fall apart. I nodded silently, fi

t now... where will I

ook strong, but the fear of th

dently, pressing

y there for a few days. After that, my roommate will travel to his fami

any times was I about to break down, and he was the support? Yes... I would never go back. When I settle down, I will find a job, hel

f the comfort they don't want me to have. Oh God... no one wants me to be understood. I can b

hoarse voice, bro

ney to stay at the hotel? I

, though behind it was

ck not long ago, and I have enough to ke

he rent... and the o

bit my lip, ashamed

y, eyes fixed

all of that. The important

rd, unsure how to speak. Silence fell between us, but i

ght had fallen, and the street looked dark, but it was okay. We would find a place. We enter

reassure me, his face still compos

We'll defini

lt tired creeping into my body, my eyelids heavy, my eyes

ht smile forming on his li

d, from what I can see. I'll go to my place first

gth from his energy. Finally, a glimp

on't think so. And that's what kills me... the uncertainty. My trembling han

or the first time... I felt that someone cared. Held me. Spoke

home. It's g

ant, but come back... don't st

f, and I won't take you back home. We'l

et me lose my mind... rep

ve he cared this much. I wish I ha

g back. I can't. They drained my so

t message. Then... I'll s

quietly. I wipe my tears with tre

e because of you all is too much for my soul. I'm tired. I always say I'm not the reason. I didn't choose

ed for. It's hard. It's good that they treated you well, didn't make

ys, even if it's late... but thank you. Take care of yours