The Devil who raised me
l
hed leather and the faint
avoid smudging the pristine upholstery. The man-Asher-sits across fr
uzzle he's already solved. The weight of his gaze presses again
in velvet. He holds out a blanket, its wool soft and gray, the kin
My fingers curl into the hem of my bloodstained dress, the fabric stiff and tacky
flames claw at the black sky, devouring the rotting w
of the fire. I don't look at the blaze. Instead, I count the cracks in the car's window-one, two,
et. "You'll like my house," he says, his tone casual, as if we're heading
, catches the flickering light from the fire outs
into sharp, elegant spikes. It opens silently, as if it's been waiting fo
e walls rising like a cliff face, its narrow
gazing skyward, but its wings are broken, jagged stu
"This is yours now," he says, gesturing to the house
he orphanage's filth still clinging to my soles. Moving feels like surr
at's half exasperati
unyielding, carrying me like a sack of flour. I don't fight. Fighting never helped
a silent rebellion as he c
nd of sound that seals fates. It's not just a lock;
l polished to a mirror shine. The foyer is vast, its marble floor cold under my feedark hair is pulled into a tight bun, and her eyes widen when she sees me-filthy,
so soft it feels like sinking into a cloud. His tone is clipped, aut
At the orphanage, blue was the color of the matron's apron, stained with grease
vously. She reaches for my hand, but I jerk away, my body coiled like a
vibrates through the room. "Leave her," h
d. Because I've seen what happens when you disobey men
il Mira up a sweeping staircase, the house's silen
e whole. Mira turns on the faucet, and steam rises, curling like ghosts in the air. Th
lf?" Mira asks, her voi
rds. She swallows hard, her throat bobbing, a
dirt have fused it to me. The water burns as I step in, turning my
f St. Cecilia's with it. Mira's hands shake as she w
n my shoulders from the cook's iron, the crescent-shape
she whispers, he
es collapsing one by one. I don't answer. Words
rms crossed, his black coat blending into the dimness beyond. Mi
Mira flees faster than I thought possib
g my arms. Asher picks up the sponge, his movements deliberate,
as if he's trying to erase the bruise
bruise on my forearm. His voice is soft but carries a weight that
ming under the bathroom's harsh light. It's the same one he
s lips curve into a smile th
matron lied when she said I'd be safe. The "guests" lied when they sai
m the blood crusted in my scalp. "Do you spea
ords are traps, and I'm n
in a towel so thick it feels
gs, a gray sweater, no buttons or strings,
hide. I pull them on, the fabric strange against my clean skin,
hat glints in the moonlight. The air smells faintly of wax a
reath warm against my ear, "and I'll find you." His eyes search
ree, to give him something. I yawn instead
passing through them. Then he laughs, the sound sharp and star
e leaves, the sound
count the cracks in the ceiling-four, five, six-and list
old beast. Somewhere, a clock ticks, each s
hidden but deliberate, is a small knife-clean, sharp, i
playing a game, but I've survived games before. Anna's cruelty ta. I don't sleep. I can't. Not when the world beyond these walls is burning