The Ruler
d my hand under my chin. Looking out of the window I saw most of the pac
aming down on their skin and each other's blissful company, while I sat
one feel so unworthy. Not having friends or company is a strange feeling. It's just you against
ormal. I think I just gave of an aura whi
d and acted just like everyone else yet they shunned m
I had my two loving parents that I adored and vise versa but when they died f
lost my parents and so our Alpha thought it would be a great i
happened boom I was a daughter again and they were parents. I know they tried to
h them I became more comfortable with them. They are sweet and caring but I
didn't know how else to express the ra
inside of me like waves gone wild, high and dangerous. So I began to
though. I simply wore black. I just felt I could commu
to talk to and not having the strength or energy to ta
pop and gave me a more threatening look. It also matched m
nature jacket and black skinny jeans with a random top and plenty of earrings
lves. They were all pretty normal with jus
e aura of power and difference. They were a
ul mates which filed a missing part of them and
l complaining about how awful and lonely my life is, so why not want someone to come and fulfill me but the thin
t in and make friends even though they never said anything I could se
ypical daughter. I can't even make friends so how am I supposed to make my soul
s English lesson. I listened intensely as I absolutely loved English it
unch every day. I love the view from here you can see a huge chunk of the
walk home. My adopted parents offe
I loved. It was not only because I was pa
inty woods, the sun shining down on m
think and breathe, to be away from the
ad a neighbor that's how private it was. Each house had an opening to the woods and a drive way. The
t. Ginger was my adopted mother and she absolutely loved cooking and baking. I used to hel
he floor and kicked of my shoes. I entered the kitchen a
d and I smell chicken.' I said as I walked into the ki
me! I'm making a
um
Ginger asked stirring a pot
old, suck-ish a
s bette
nd it still sucks. Nothing will ever change. "I was
t me from the pot and gave me a sad, pitiful look, how I loathe those looks. I was se
he would only come later. I rarely saw him as he came home late and awoke early to run and do other stuff that
re you think I should call child welfare it's not what you think. I wanted i
and a couch underneath it. I love sitt
in the corner and a walk in closet which used to be a spare little room with no
important part of
portal out of this world and into my own dream land. It'
rtain that I can pull over my
han anything and would live in it fore