Lead Me Into Temptation
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ing bomb. Or wors
nicknamed her Mother Doom, gave me a tight, polite
at her, arms limp at my sides, before dramatically
nto place, legs stretched out defiantly,
their life, sat with perfect posture, their hands neatly folded, eyes cast down like angels-
orcelain dolls, each one
like a sore,
ractive, fashion
he launched into a prayer, her voice soft but commanding, f
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ep where everyone had their heads bowed and the at
it would be utterly sca
made
inhuman sound from t
the girls two rows ahead
movie character. I let out another deep, broken groan, twisting my
voice falter
hispered some
ming in the room like a tox
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my body twitch at random, just small enough movem
st to me drop
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he side, cracking my neck dr
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didn't run, but her face had
ed up to her, whis
cking the
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ed a trembling h
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ut firm, "you are safe. The Lord p
my eyes th
ly. "The Lord has forsaken
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the pews like someone had
he arms of another, who was too stunned to do
l. Art. My fine
white knuckles. Her face twisted into
s going to pull out holy water
ked orders to th
room! Now! She needs i
iously, like they were abou
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es back into my head and collapsed dramaticall
bbed. Why are they overre
d something about "
all, feet bouncing slightly against the cracked ston
d locked in a convent wou
ics are causing. How they all clutched to their bibles th
even save me from hell at this point because yo
of entertainment that
this place more than