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ked down the hall, my heart was beating against my chest. I walked faster, hoping he w

again before grabbing

ding as if I had no knowledg

is it? Do you need my

for allowing myself to fall for his charms, which led my first experience to be a bitter one. He was about to sa

out what happened last nigh

e could finish. I don't know what you're t

say more, but. I couldn't let myself go down t

right now and I feel really bad about what I have done." he said, coming closer, "I didn't

one. So it's best we don't talk about it. My father must never know about this, so let's forget it

second I thought he was going to leave

to fix this. I care about you alot, I would

intended to, My voice above a whisper. "Uncle Micheal, that's not an excuse. I respect y

was brushing my eyes as I hurried fast

ave me alone, I could fe

try not to hate me, I'm not that kind of a person, I just didn't expect you to be

far." I pushed the door open, the cold air

him anymore, I couldn't confront him. His words was hangin

o forgive him. Not

rs against the cold stone wall. I let myself fill up the silence, trying to breathe against the pain in my c

e Uncle Micheal I remembered from my childho

t a lot. He's like a father figure to me and I cared about him but he hurt m

onfusion, but it made no difference. I would not let him in. Not after he had

more." he whispered, his voice cracking slightly. "I never should have left. I figured it would be sim

e myself. "But you didn't. You ju

loud was the same as ripping a bandage quickly from a wound.

tried to move

back, my heart

I said, my voice trembling

him that I care. Not when it looked like my world was shattering into pieces around m

e "I just want to make things right, I never meant t

om entering my voice. " Yea I get it. But all I ne

ou to forgive me. Your father must not find out about this. Best friend or not he will

chest tightened again

. But then his eyes refocused on mine and he spoke softly again. "I will leave you alone, bu

n't get it, do you? You don't get to

nd, I felt sorry for him but I was hurting because of him. I couldn't let him see

ound, A very familiar Voi

froze in place, exchanging a shock

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