The Waiting Game
s dim, lit only by the soft golden glow of the floor lamp beside Cassandra's armchair. The TV played some muted documentary neither o
med yet. She always knitted when she couldn't find the words. Yarn had become her safe p
aid finally, breaking the
't look up. "D
. "She texted 'Ma
gently, eyes on her work. "She
im. "I just want her to come home. Even if it's just to sit
used her knitting and met his eyes. "Bu
st, shutting them out, burying herself in all the wrong places. She was his little sister. He used
I failed her," he whi
y. "The person who hurt her failed
a moment, something inside him settled. She had a way of anch
ache l
the framed ultrasound picture on
pty p
heir first pregnancy. It ha
later, it sat like a trophy of broken dr
softly, "what if this
sed. "T
rds catching
ed through his, and she leaned her head on his shoulder. "Then we keep trust
has a plan. I just... I thought
ed smile. "We're both waiti
May to come home. A chil
g his hand, "we're here. Togeth
in the next room. No guarantee of a mir
o count fo
*
stove, flipping pancakes while gospel music played softly from the speaker. He always made
earing her robe,
said, wrapping her arms
sleep," he
shoulder. "These b
ed them with the grac
e him smile for the first time
ir plates. After breakfast, Cassandra headed to the garden. Tending to her flowers
le open in his lap, eyes s
e Lord; be strong, and le
wice. Then a
sed hi
May, even when she pushes away. Help me hold Cassandra together when I
ke a soft answer. Not loud. No
*
ssandra stood at the sink
home tomorrow?" Cassa
om?" he
lmo
nked. "S
ere outside. Said he'll be in town
hands. "He's al
he said. "Son of a meg
he pulpit." Gray smiled faintly. "He's real. Grounde
er head. "Maybe hi
. "You think God's sen
"sometimes God uses people to ch
of getting through to people without p
but Gray had run o
her," he said. "An
her head on his
ile, hands warm from the dish
*
sat at his desk, typi
brot
up at the airport if you want. Cassandra's alre
thing I should
about
I know. But maybe God will use you to reach her in ways I ca
iting. Maybe the w
and
r
aned back, letting
were out of
h like a lifeline-because sometimes that
lieved... even if