The vow I left behind

s's

, she's better off alone, I spent six years pretending she fucking d

way. But every night the lie tore me apart, piece by piece, I couldn't bring mys

d, how badly I tried to fo

Fucking

I wouldn't g

rything to not think about her, I kept myself occupied, built my empire, expanded my business until I w

her few weeks ago. Afte

r coming back. he was shocked I called but

hich happened to be our six years anniversary if only I hadn

d that s

pped through the

pare

oze, her bre

edge of the table kn

ouch my face but stopped, not sure if she could. I caught her hand mid

cent, the sc

" her voi

d swallowing the l

ught him to be a man but I behaved like a total loser for the past six years.

o have you ba

me

h guilt I stepped back excusing myself, telling them I needed some

ce, the past hit me hard. Everything was there untouched as if frozen in time

e wall, my hand tracing the frames, tracing

st date, she was wearing the blue crop top, it had tiny diamonds woven into the fa

head at him but her smile gave it all away. She wou

, the fairy tale, the life we b

xt picture- her graduation. She was

d that" I

in some bullshit I coul

laugh es

, she was pissed as hell

t even stay

as ad

ing of her from that damn

t day I

onto something deep inside me -som

ed by her glow

hless. I got lost in those eyes, the kind o

had

for tho

ghtened as I

second door leadi

me as I stepped inside, th

my chest, tracing lazy patterns on my skin. The way she la

the bed, hair wild, her eyes filled with m

vy. Thick with ghosts of a past

staring out at the city

was part

ur l

t! We ha

ything, but

memory I cou

to swallow it all-the regret, the ach

efused t

way down to my throat

smell

e or

the scent linge

urn

nto my ribs the mo

it me lik

e, feet apa

figment of m

l. Fresh

t like the ground di

ck

like i was some

that should've stayed

ng, i could see the pain, the s

never put my faith in the

arted in shock, staring at me like she saw the dev

. Six dam

, here

nnex. Ou

ack violently, nearly k

rchid flowers slipped from her hands,

those flowers eve

Loved them like s

tell her why I left , why I broke her, why I made the worst decision of my life but I co

ame and yet stil

loved, her once long blonde hair turned brow

culpted he

, her curves well p

I left behind, but a woma

thereal beauty. But it wa

armth, laughter, love now darkened w

o her. I sha

a shaky

ing against it as if she's trying to hold herself togethe

the name came out my

ched like I h

eyes . She took a step

e ran. She

king bolted after her , six years I've been run

are she couldn't wake up from. She ran l

t . I hated the w

re I reached the front door she was already

with her before she

Isabella please give me a-" before i

d, balling my ha

's